had a long and painful week at work.. struggling to the next..

think i had less than 20hrs of sleep combined from mon-fri.. worked till almost 3am everyday. its been really long and painful. how long more can we survive like that? when boss is not around we're always being bullied.. i have a new superior who thinks he was hired to be our saviour. all i can say is i WILL use him to try and improve things.. like why not? i've got nothing to lose and everything to gain anyways. we shall see what happens..

oh and the highlight this week will be meeting up with my favourite guest.. but its a pity she was sooooo busy and had to leave abruptly on fri when we had our drinks/dinner date set on saturday. damn. i wonder if she'd ever make it back cuz very soon she'd be posted to be based in London. and i didnt even make it to go Hkg and visit her. sighs. London will be too expensive for me to head to unless she throws in the air tix too on top of lodging and food? haha

and so i ended back at wala wala last night. had belle, allyssa, terry and duds.. but i think the 3 girls were bored cuz they didnt quite like the 'unxpected' kinda music. hee. sorry but i really adore shirlyn! :P

think next week will be slower for me cuz i hardly have any groups in-house which explains the 30% occupancy on Friday.. yikes. sure kenna shot again. oh wells isnt that life? u win some, u lose some? and after all the trouble/problems i went throught the past week i think i'd rather i have no groups and be doing nothing. either way i die. u peeps who work with me, im sure u know what i mean... *yawns*

batam easter getaway..

so i was away from fri-sun to batam.. cheap and lousy recreation. haha. the whole frickin resort and ferries and everything else were packed with singaporeans. so much for trying to get away from s'pore and we still end up having to see them all over the place. but had a rather relaxing time overall.. lazing by the poolside reading my book, swimming, going to the spa..

i even made some friends there. was sitting by the poolside reading my book and this guy swam close to me and started talking.. 'interesting book huh?' cuz i was glued to it for a good hour or so? ended up he was from Iran.. and amidst all the Iranians groups that are giving me headaches at work, here i was making a friend with one of them. how ironic. haha. anyways turned out he's a very nice guy (i know we shouldn't be making such judgements after the 1st meeting) but he invited us for dinner and we chatted quite abit, found out quite alot abt him and his country? my knowledge of them was zilch before i met him. hahaha. so anyways the beauty of the whole thing was he paid for dinner and drinks *yay* i saved some money and its quite a fair bit wor. he'll be popping by in sg before heading back home so we might still meet again cuz he stays at MM, wanna bring biz to CCS but MM is really chargin much lesser for more than we can offer. haha :x
its funny.. the previous time i went to batam i made a friend there too and he too paid for an expensive dinner. im beginning to think batam is a fun place to go too... lol

bloody fricking headache..

been having a headache since i left work on sat morning.. sucks. anyways i cldnt believe i stayed at work till 6am. cleared damn alot of work.. and helmi was nice and stayed with me from abt 5-6am cuz he thought i'd be scared being in the office alone? silly... i went home and i still cld stay awake to watch like 2 episodes of sex and the city before i started dozing off. so i went to bed at around 8am and got up at around 3pm?

fellow emo elmo asked if i wanted to go to wala's and well there's where we ended up. i think of all the times i've been to wala's, yesterday was the weirdest crowd i've ever encountered. there were cam whores (there they were taking pics non-stop with the constant flashes of light blinding us), bar-top dancer wannabe --> and there was this other table of ppl watching her and trying to imitate her, a guy in a black and white scarf whom i saw last wk (wearing the exact same ugly scarf) who apparently tried to imitate shirlyn singing and the table in front of us had a fat guy who tried to be funny and started shaking his butt or was he trying to dance, oh and at his table there was also this middle-aged lady who every now and then tried to sneak peeks at bestie? *faints* bestie, i think its u... its becuz of u thats why there were such weird ppl ard??! its never happened before! haha damn funny la!

today, bro left zachary at our place for a few hrs cuz he needed to go out to run some errands. that cute lil piece of crap. adore him to bits. well as usual he messed up the whole place. mum and i brought him to the playground.. he's so cute. he went around saying hi to all the uncles & aunties and tried to play with the rest of the kids. he's really well-behaved. im impressed how my bro and sis-in-law disciplined him so well. after that went to my aunt's for dinner cuz it was my grandma's 77th birthday. so cool... she's still so healthy and happy. i wish for her to be like that for many many many more years to come! my aunt bought this choco cake that tastes something like choco royal hazelnut crunch but it was wayyyyyy too sweet. sugar overdose... *dies* lol

im losing my sanity..

i got really upset this morning while at work. found out some piece of shit went directly against my instructions and i had to find it out myself. all hell broke loose and i lost it. i sent out an email which i thought was rather tame but thereafter i got comments that it was a tad too harsh? i think i've really gotten to the point where i think 'enough is enough'.. why should i tolerate all this kinda nonsense and 'go down on my knees and face the music' from the clients. maybe someday we shall pass the buck over and then they'd realise its really no fun. till then.. more suffering.

scary monday.

started off the day with a morning meeting of many people being blasted at... it was a darn scary scenario. kinda like a domino effect thingy. boss finds an innocent individual to spark off the anger and she goes into a killing rampage thereafter. thank goodness i escaped unscath.. *phew* so the whole day i was wary of the ground i was treading on, didnt wanna step on a mine and blast myself into 'ritz' bitz. left work on the dot to escape being 'killed'.

while waiting for taxidoor we bumped into ed and ah tee. ah tee said something funny that i juz had to blog it down... ah tee, u pulled it off SUPERBLY! u deserve an award or something man... anyways i was asking him how come a friend didnt get laid while they were on holiday together and he replied something like that with a straight face...

"she felt like she was participating in a tupperware competition, to see who was the tightest.."

it took a while to register and when it finally did, we all broke into laughter. only u can come up with such shit but it was all done in the name of good fun. :o)

friday was a rubbishy day, saturday was cool, sunday kinda sucked..

i think the blog title says it all? chum, wasn't at work on thurs and fri. hope your eye is urmm good again? i needed to leave the office on time on friday cuz i had somewhere to go and that fat blob had to make me clear his nonsense while he happily went for dinner with his clients. really a fat useless bastard. shall not go into that again... so i left the office slightly later then i should have but i still got to meet my friend in time cuz she was kinda late too. it was a nice and quiet night (albeit the lousy sound system) we had over some drinks. hey emo bestie.. i like hanging with u. haha

saturday.. went for a haircut at jason's and i look like a little ball now. and when i told belle she was like 'aww.. how cute!' duh! and she said she has a helmet too.. lol poor us. went to watch meet the spartans which is absolutely dumb. *dies* cant believe its even stupider than scary movies... thereafter of cuz i went to wala's.. shirlyn's still not feeling well and coughing. poor girl. but she still sang well.

sunday.. was supposed to have a site inspection with JTB at 1530hrs and they decided to call me at 1300hrs to say they would like to make it earlier cuz they're already in the area so i confidently told them 1400hrs. so i had to rush down to work by cab and i only got there around 1420hrs. oops i forgot that the idiotic IT fair was still on for today. anyways i was really apologetic when i got there but it seemed like they were enjoying their drinks at lobby lounge. cheapos. and the whole site was done in less than 20mins. bloody waste of my sunday to go back to work. ended up clearing abit of work and headed off to have some coffee with nickole and frankie. i miss those days we used to hang out after work... oh wells... life moves on.. even tho i hope time would standstill now so that i dont have to go back to work tomorrow! arghhhhhhh..

this sucks..

i've never seen chums in sucha foul mood before. it scares me... alot. its as if she were about to chew off someone's head? i dont wanna be that someone who gets her head chewed off... so i stayed out of her way as much as i could but being noisy me it didnt work very well. im sorry if i still got on your nerves even though the signs were shouting 'LEAVE ME ALONE!' as u can see i dont read signs very well but i like to think of myself as quite smart when it comes to reading road signs tho.

i dunno wad i can do to cheer u up but it upsets me to see u like that also. i hope u see this and by then u're feeling a teeny weeny bit betta then juz now? if there's one thing i can do to make u feel betta pls do let me know and i'll try my best to...

makes me wonder.. am i partially/fully the cause of u being in sucha foul mood thats why u didnt wanna talk to me too? well if i am.. im sorry. i didnt mean to... make u upset. i know to a certain extent u're not pleased that i didnt manage to leave and u havent been wanting to talk abt it because it didnt make me feel good. i never thought it wld in turn consume u and made u this scary person.. i really didnt wish for things to take the sudden turn and throw me off balance. im really at a loss myself. im juz passing each day as it comes...

im really sorry..

sex and the city

watched a whole season of sex and the city at von's place.. from the previous visit till yday and we completed the whole of season 6 i think. i like that show. never really got down to watching it before but its like once u start u can stop. im gonna get me dad to buy me the whole set of sex and the city and queer as folk dvds... queer as folk is another show i've always wanted to watch but never got a chance to so who cares if it burns a hole in dad's pocket... la la la!i cldnt care less! ha!

here are some phrases i came across from sex and the city.. some are cute, some make sense and some are juz too sex-inclined?! haha

"You can't be friends with a squirrel! A squirrel is just a rat with a cuter outfit." -Carrie

"Sex with an ex can be depressing. If it's good, you don't have it anymore; if it's bad, you just had sex with an ex." -Samantha

"Fuck me badly once, shame on you. Fuck me badly twice, shame on me." -Samantha (chum, u used something similar to this on me before right??)

"Practically all the relationships I know are based on a foundation of lies and mutually accepted delusion." -Samantha

oh of course one of the draws to watching sex and the city is jason lewis, he's really cute! and someone told me to go US and find someone like him. and my reply was i will, go to US and get acquainted to a guy (hopefully someone that looks 1/10 of jason lewis) and never come back here. hahaha *drools* i might juz turn damn straight if i can get my hands on someone so *swoons* fucking good looking! hubba hubba.... lol