Saturday, 10 May 2008

frustration sets in

its been a rough week at work.. especially after the very sickening revenue meeting i had to sit in on thursday. i felt humiliated but i guess i could walk out and laugh about it. i feel like injustice has set upon me. i still dont understand why i have to tolerate all this. someone please give me a reason?? enlighten me.. or do i need to sit under the bodhi tree to meditate to finally achieve nirvana?

"When you get to this, then thoughts become still without being stilled, calmness and insight arise without being produced, the mind appears without being revealed. To try to liken it to the body of cosmic space or the light of a thousand suns would be to be further away than the sky is from the earth. "

"If you believe you are enlightened, you are actually a little bit crazy."


i think i believe in the latter more then the former. i have come back to the question again of how much more can i tolerate? its juz not worth all the heartache and frustations...