Saturday, 1 August 2009

=updates=

so its been about 4mths since i last blogged. in the last 4mths i've done on 3 different diving trip and i have another 1 planned to redang this mth! hopefully the trip goes as planned. it has just been so amazing, do hope my finances can keep up with my enthusiasm. lol. been holding back to buy the equipment becuz i wasnt sure if i was gonna keep to this hobby but i think i'm ready to get abit of my own stuff now.

diving aside it has only been work and nothing much else to talk abt. work has still be horrid and i dont see how it will improve anytime soon. the amount of stress from the bosses, the management, the owners, the clients, my targets and goals.. its juz massive and i feel like i can hardly breathe. so many constraints yet the bosses think its ur business to straighten it out and they're only interested in seeing results and receiving good news, all others u are to absorb and buffer to ensure it doesnt get to them. sighh.... i need some balance but i dont know how to get it. well thats something for me to ponder about yea? for all those out there.. i know u're suffering too. a word of advice or rather something i practice... take things with a pinch of salt, dont get worked up, the more u get worked up the more the other party is one step closer to succeeding, theres only so much u can do-do whatever is within your means leave the rest to the others, listen more-talk less... lastly remember to breathe...

peace out.

Sunday, 5 April 2009

new hobby... diving.

hey all i know its been a long time since i last blogged... to the extent that i had to crack my brains and try to remember wads the password to log on to the blog! haha.. i dont even know if anyone still checks my blog out... ayee doesnt really matter, i write to entertain myself anyways. ---> trying to make myself feel better, while obviously knowing the fact that im kinda writing to myself. lol

anyways.. nothing exciting has really happened all these months cept for the recent diving trip i went for. after much hesitation (yes, i've been wanting to pick up diving like since damn long ago) i finally got down to doing it. together with joey (the last time we planned didnt work out) michelle and the last unexpected join to the group... sarah. winnie dropped out becuz of unforseen circumstances--> i realise ppl love to use this excuse, i think its crap btw! so we decided on goin to pulau dayang cuz it was the cheapest compared to tioman and redang and being a learning trip where half the time u'd be panicking and not concentrating on what there is to see, we thought it was the wisest choice. so off we went on the last wkend of March. the rest is all history... its amazing underwater. the peace and tranquility.. and sights and serenity.. its juz puts u at peace seeing all the fishes swim by u... its juz so fucking amazing. juz only a wk after we are like about to plan for the next dive. the only downfall of this hobby is that it costs alot. but im not complaining, at least its a healthy hobby? ha well i urge all those who had always planned to pick up diving to really get down to doing it. its something u wont regret. :)

cheerios~