Sunday, 26 August 2007

mixed emo

was juz chatting with a friend over msn... found out that the lil one is attached now. i dunno how to describe wad im feeling now. its not like i feel sore or anything.. its kinda like all mixed emotions, happy or sad or i cant even be bothered i cant really tell. which i figured as such if not everything wld not have been so peaceful in the recent month. well its good to know we're both moving on with our own lives. this shld always be the way i hate and utterly dread those draggy dramatic endings.

great.. life goes on....

my cousin juz moved into her darn huge place..

had a family gathering at my cousin's new place somewhere in bukit timah. omG its huuugggeee.. and damn nice. but i still cant quite figure out y the both of them needs sucha big house and i heard from my mum that they cant have their own kids so unless they're gonna adopt i dun see the point of having sucha big place la... but anyways lemme describe it. its some sort of like a semi d, 3 storeys and everything is very simple. mainly glass, white and parquet flooring. its like my kinda dream place... ya the kind that i can only dream abt owning.....

then we had dinner.. oh forgot to mention my aunt & uncle who stays in US came back which explains the gathering la. had so much food, wine and champagne. but zachary was like the centre of attraction for the whole night. he's sooooooo cute, everyone was like trying to catch hold of him the entire night. im sure my bro is gonna suffer tonight cuz zach will definitely have nightmares for playing so hard. haha

alright moving on... there was actually a purpose for me to go to this gathering. i dun normally go cuz i cant stand my relatives questioning me abt my life. im like the only one who isnt doing as well as compared to the rest. all my other cousins are like high flyers and they're all attached except for the younger ones la. so actually i was tasked to go and find out if my cousin is still attached with my 'friend's' ex. we happened to find out last wk that this guy is my cousin's bf but that was last dec. i didnt know how to bring up this conversation with her so i waited till everyone was abt to leave and i juz subtly like popped the qn... 'how are u and ur bf... (name) are u still with him, cuz i think i bumped into him during lunchtime the other day at milennia walk?' then she answered 'yes... he did tell me he saw u together with his ex(name) *rolls eyes*... do u know her (name) *rolls eyes again!*?' my answer to her 'yes.. she's a very close colleague of mine and in fact we're very good friends.' then my cousin gave me the very disgusted look which i in turn had to return it to her too. my last comment to her was 'u take care of urself yea?' and turned to say goodbye to all the rest.

initially i felt worried for my cousin cuz i've heard abt this guy and i dun think he's good enough for her but that conversation totally cheesed me off. i never expected her to react in sucha way but i suppose she's been poisoned so badly i will never be able to bring her out of it. well then she'll have to learn the hard way. chummy if u're reading this i hope u dun get too upset but i think u are cuz i juz read ur blog... chill k? im on ur side... good riddance im soooooooooo glad u're with taxi door now! =)