its been slightly more then a mth and today has been the longest working day for me and it had to fall on a friday.. *sigh* lemme summarize my so very long day.. spent the 1st half the day going back and forth in tc's and etg's office gettin my quotations in place. then went to rev mtg and got totally blasted at. went to meet the moroccon TA with tc and they spent like 3hrs talkin irrelevant crap while the only thing flashing in my head was the amt of work i have to attend to and wad time i'd get to go back. and so.... i spent a total of 16hrs at work. considering i left at ard 1am.
gosh i really feel the strain now that IY is gone and her replacement has yet to come and takin over 2 portfolios is no joke. its like shit being thrown to u from 2 directions by 2 different individuals and it doesnt help that ur phone and emails come non-stop without leaving u time to even breathe. i foresee my life ahead for these few mths as a very challenging one.. or to be it in s&m cum rev terms.. the forecast for the next few mths is going to be very challenging. it irks me now that i hear something like that. HORRID!
now to move on to my personal life.. im sorry do i even have a personal life? outside work i hardly have any social life. so much for the crap of workin office hrs, my typical day ends at like 8-9pm?! by then the only strength i have left wld be the strength that i use to transport my weak flesh back home. on wkends i spend most of the time catchin up on the sleep i missed out on for the wk. all that aside.. i wld like to thank the person who's finally decided to gimme some space for me to breathe. i think i've tried explainin alot of times but u didnt quite get it and were not able to put wad i had said into practice but somehow yday u figured it out? i think it muz have been with the help of someone else but im not abt to guess who. i hope that u'd also use tis time to think abt wad u ultimately want.. dun be fixated on wad u had already previously decided on. ppl change and feelings change along too. we shall see.....
