as usual, cny is always a very boring and sickening time for me. during the past years i cld always get outta it cuz i was 'conveniently' doing shift work and all i had to go for were the meals and scoots i was outta there.. dont need to wayang and entertain the annoying ppl we call relatives. but this yr wasnt half as bad i thought it'd be. the relatives decided to go slow on me this yr? or maybe cuz i had this 'u betta not start questioning me abt the shit im trying to avoid or i'll chew ur head off' face. lol. yea so it was all good... and all the attention was on lil zachary. phew.
oh then another thing i muz touch on... why is it that my ang pow collection is decreasing year by year?? my mum came up with her conclusion that at my age i shouldnt be collecting ang pows but giving them out instead. but crap la im not married so i am entitled to collect ang pows wad! and i deserve more too! like ppl who are left on the shelf dont we deserve some sympathy and given more $ to tide them over this difficult period where we have to face all the lovey dovey families and their oh-so-cute children (yes, sarcasm intended)?!
anyways on 初二 belle, von and i decided to meet up for dinner. we really had enough of the boring visiting.. juz sitting there or getting into senseless conversations juz becuz we happened to be sitting next to each other (in btwn we'd be staring at the walls cuz we ran out of stuff to talk abt and its not like i really wanna talk). either that or i'd be busy munching away trying to look preoccupied so that they'll juz leave me alone. call me anti-social but im not able to be sociable and get myself stuck in a conversation i dont wanna be involved in(if u know what i mean). so anyways back to the outing with the girls... so belle had to start a charitable organisation called 'save the lonely people'.. lol shan't elaborate on that here. and then we ended up at jack's place having our juicy steaks cuz it was one of those days i felt like having a steak and it really doesnt come very often. oh oh and while we were eating the fireworks came on. didnt expect it but we had a rather good view from the restaurant. we didnt wanna go back yet after dinner so we decided to drive ard and we ended up at kallang waterfront where the stretch of restaurants are. we bgt a few beers and had a good time chatting as always. i love my girlies!
初三 i spent the whole day at home watching telly.. pure bliss.
初四 went over to my aunt's place today cuz 1 of my cousin's came back from korea so we decided to get together. she's been away for 2 years but came back every now and then. so i heard she's back till sept and then moving to somewhere else again but she hasnt quite decided where. at times i wish i cld be like here. give up everything for her passion and even though she doesnt earn much but at least she enjoys wad she's doing. i mean isnt that wad life is all abt? doing things that u enjoy.. i guess as long as u earn enough to make ends meet, it beats having a job u hate yet earn alot and in turn u do stuff with the money u make to try and cheer urself up? im not sure if im making sense here but yea... try deciphering it in ur own way.
now im horribly upset cuz i have to go back to sucky work in a few hours time... why does time have to pass by so quickly when i dont have to work and it seems to last eons when im waiting for work to end??!! crap! utterly crap!!!!!
