sudden attack of frustration?

so its almost midnight and i had a sudden urge that i really need to drink so here i am with my nice bottle of hoe (which happens to be my last, damn itz). not sure why but the urge came with a bout of frustration? is that how alcoholics feel?

so today i planned to stay home, watch telly and to keep mum company but someone had to call me to go out. lets name this person t. so t was in orchard alone and me knowing that i was that someone t wld call juz to fill in the in between gaps in t's life, i still went ahead to meet t. rushed out and everything so we met to have a late lunch. after lunch t decided that we shld go home and i was like WHAT? so i was left speechless and we shared a cab back. a short lil trip like that burnt almost $50. it leaves me wondering sometimes y am i always the sucker/dork/idiot/dumbass? y do i subject myself to such nonsense? y cant i reject ppl nicely? juz say no? i think one of my new year's resolution wld be that.


so now its back to my lonely bot of hoe and me..

congrats to mr tan ah beng and mrs tan ah lian!

as u can see 29/12/2007 was the big day for leonard and shimin, they held their wedding banquet at pan pac. i quite enjoyed it, think its due to the company and also the couple were pretty sporting when we tried to make them drink. but wasnt too impressed with the service staff, especially the one serving our table. gosh... damn annoying. anyways frankie and i had the time of our life bitching abt her. ha



anyways i felt like a freakshow on the loose.. very uncomfortable in what i was wearin. chums and shimin disallowed me to wear jeans so i had no choice but to dress the way i did. half the time i was fidgeting, making sure the shawl was concealing my humongous beer belly. gosh.. how torturous. and so it came to the part we were tryin to make the bride drink and she had to 'strip' me... take my shawl away from me and everyone started snapping pics, paparazzis! here's one for the record.. compliments of *ahem*... tsk



had to take a picture with the bride even tho she 'stripped' me... bleh

then they wanted to go for drinks after the dinner ended and i was game but suddenly received a sms from mummy saying she was vomitting and felt giddy and all. so we juz took some pictures and i headed home. thank u chums for sendin me back home to mummy, sorry we didnt manage to go for drinks. think it wld have been fun? but there can always be another time... ? alrights, shall go off to try and attend to mummy now. its 315 and she still cant get to sleep.. sigh