Saturday, 1 August 2009

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so its been about 4mths since i last blogged. in the last 4mths i've done on 3 different diving trip and i have another 1 planned to redang this mth! hopefully the trip goes as planned. it has just been so amazing, do hope my finances can keep up with my enthusiasm. lol. been holding back to buy the equipment becuz i wasnt sure if i was gonna keep to this hobby but i think i'm ready to get abit of my own stuff now.

diving aside it has only been work and nothing much else to talk abt. work has still be horrid and i dont see how it will improve anytime soon. the amount of stress from the bosses, the management, the owners, the clients, my targets and goals.. its juz massive and i feel like i can hardly breathe. so many constraints yet the bosses think its ur business to straighten it out and they're only interested in seeing results and receiving good news, all others u are to absorb and buffer to ensure it doesnt get to them. sighh.... i need some balance but i dont know how to get it. well thats something for me to ponder about yea? for all those out there.. i know u're suffering too. a word of advice or rather something i practice... take things with a pinch of salt, dont get worked up, the more u get worked up the more the other party is one step closer to succeeding, theres only so much u can do-do whatever is within your means leave the rest to the others, listen more-talk less... lastly remember to breathe...

peace out.