Sunday, 29 July 2007

so sad to be back..

well my wish of disappearance didnt quite happen. im back from KL. the trip was like wayyyy too short. and on friday my PERSONAL mobile was ringing non-stop, all the ppl askin me abt work. doesnt it get on ur nerves?! they jolly well know that u're not in s'pore yet they still call. firstly im damn unwilling to incur toll charges and im holiday y wld i wanna talk abt work?! i think im gonna be damn pissed when i receive my bills.......

while i was in KL met up with mr CHP also cuz he's workin at hilton KL for 2mths. he treated jasper and i to dinner at some noodle bar in the hotel. and also arranged for a bottle of red wine, nice fruit platter and chocolates for my room. he cldnt upgrade us cuz the hotel was runnin pretty full. but its ok la a room is a juz a room even if its been upgraded.

KL was ok. didnt buy much but my leeching exercise did work out quite well. i think all in all i only spent abt S$100 on the entire trip. mostly when we went drinking la. well, the only happy thing abt the trip was i got to meet jasperoos. damn i miss that girl. how i wish she cld come back to s'pore. how i wish she was ard juz to drink and chat with me till the wee hours of the morning. but im glad she's happy with wadever she has now and ultimately is with someone who treats her well. im happy for u too...

too bad for me.. im stuck here with a job i dun really like. and i still have to draggggggg myself back to work tmr and i can juz feel its gonna be a horrible day ahead. *sulks*

Friday, 27 July 2007

finally friday...

im so glad i made it thru to today.. i think this muz be one of the latest i stayed back at work till... i left at a lil past midnight. there was juz so much to do.. and my 'very nice' SM instead of offering to stay and help, was mumbling some crap abt 'its time to go home to his wife' like WTF?! and so he left at 7pm?! i think i've had enough of him lo. he's really gettin on my nerves, pissing me off rather then being there to help me.

im so glad i'd be gone in abt 6hrs time but even before leaving im worried abt having to come back 3 days later. *sigh* sometimes dont u juz wish u cld disappear, then everything will be ok.... well i wish i cld disappear...................... *poof*

Tuesday, 24 July 2007

did 3 site inspections today..

i hate doing site inspections.. 1stly u have to be damn fake and tell a whole load of lies n crap and the pain is u have to be convincing. omg... how painstaking to conduct a site. and how unwilling i was to do it somehow the guests were like damn impressed and they sounded so much like they wanna confirm the group.. which brings me to another worry. when a group confirms there's alot to do!!! *faints*

ok thats abt all for today.. am still looking forward to the drinking session tmr!! pls pls make it come sooner??!!!!!!!!! i pray tmr will be a free day, best if all the work keeps at a standstill, no new leads, no ppl chasing me for quotations, phones dun ring.. only the time keeps ticking?! issit possible?? the answer is no.... *sigh*

Monday, 23 July 2007

ever attended a wedding without knowing the couple? i did!!

**Outdated post** this was supposed to be done on Sunday but i never had the time to get down to doing it. heh

Anyways like the title says it all... it was crazy la. Ling, this is dedicated to u! without u i'd never have been able to experience it. haha. and so wad happened was Ling dropped me an sms on sat morning to ask if i'd like to accompany her to a wedding that evening and for some crazy reason i agreed. Ling was also like representing her sister who wasnt in town to attend the wedding. so the both of us like oddballs went to the wedding, turned out everyone who attended was indo-chinese so it was very obvious for us to stand out and when they started talkin in urmmm bahasa indonesia? i was like ahhh duhhhh.. yes Ling i know u understand. bleHhHhhh.. so we got thru to like i dunno the 5th or 6th course and we decided to sneak off... *phew* and then to wala's we went! and thanks to ah hao who we bumped into and was willing to share the table with us or i think we'd have ended up standing for a good part of the night... i had fun.. which hasnt been the case in a long while......

Im so looking forward to Wednesday... drinking session again. *yummys*

Sunday, 15 July 2007

wad a weekend..

FRIDAY THE 13TH

left work early on friday the 13th cuz the rest of them at work was shooing me off so that we cld leave early and go for a few drinks. and so we left at ard 8 and headed to villa bali for drinks and some food. how disappointing villa bali is.. i dont think i'd ever patronise them again. the service was bad and it doesnt have that cosy feel is used to have anymore. and drinks are not exactly cheap.

SATURDAY THE 14TH

woke up at ard 12 and decided to go back to work to clear up wadever i missed the day before. worked till ard 6. then had some drama.. like mary j blige sings 'no more drama in my life'. im sorry for all that i've done. i juz dun want this to drag on any longer. its not gonna do any good for either of us. if i didnt do wad i did it will juz wound u more and scar u deeper. im not tryin to say i did it for your good (even tho u dun see any good in it) but i juz had to do it. i feel bad for treating u the way i did but i really dunno wad else to do to make you see the light. anyways after the saga i called a few friends and got them out for drinks so we ended up at wala wala's. had 2 jugs of beer, felt woozy and went home to sleep.

SUNDAY THE 15TH

taking in consideration for my last blog, norain and nickole both left comments to say i looked hagged and shagged i went for a facial today. like omg this is like the 2nd time i've gone for a facial lor. and now i know why its been like a yr in btwn my last facial and today, its becuz it hurts so bloody much when they start squeezing all the lil evil stuff embedded juz under ur skin! *ouch* initially i had wanted to go for a massage but the massage slots were all booked up so they booked me for a facial instead. im not really complaining cuz i didnt have to pay for it. but then again after that they started their sales talk and persuaded me into signing up for a package lor. $346 deducted from my bank acct. *dbl ouch* but its ok lar 12 sessions of either facial or massage so it works out to abt $29 per session which is relatively cheap for a 45mins massage? yea im juz tryin to console myself....... im a very poor person for the remainin 15 days till the end of the mth and to think i'll be goin KL on the 27th. i think i'll juz try to leech off my travel partner..

Sunday, 8 July 2007

07 July 2007

read in the papers that 777 couples decided to tie the knot on this day? and they even interviewed a few couples on y they chosed tis day. sounds cliche to me but i think they had their valid reasons which i dun see. well von and desmond also had their ROM. held the reception at raffles marina by the poolside. nice setting but still i muz say not very appropriate song to walk in with la. nobody seems to buy my idea of walkin in to fatboy slim's rockefeller skank. if i ever get married it wld definitely be by the sea on the beach and no gowns, dresses, suits and all those crapwear. it'd strictly be beach attire and i'd 'hop and jump' in to rockefeller skank....

Right about now
The funk soul brother, check it out now
The funk soul brother, right about now
The funk soul brother, check it out now
The funk soul brother, right about now..................

now i juz have to find someone who's willing to marry me and crazy enough to pull that stunt off together with me! hahaha.... dun worry i'll invite all of u buddies to witness that crazy act! :P

oh dear i need to go back to work tmr... dreadful monday. *sigh*

Saturday, 7 July 2007

my longest day..

its been slightly more then a mth and today has been the longest working day for me and it had to fall on a friday.. *sigh* lemme summarize my so very long day.. spent the 1st half the day going back and forth in tc's and etg's office gettin my quotations in place. then went to rev mtg and got totally blasted at. went to meet the moroccon TA with tc and they spent like 3hrs talkin irrelevant crap while the only thing flashing in my head was the amt of work i have to attend to and wad time i'd get to go back. and so.... i spent a total of 16hrs at work. considering i left at ard 1am.

gosh i really feel the strain now that IY is gone and her replacement has yet to come and takin over 2 portfolios is no joke. its like shit being thrown to u from 2 directions by 2 different individuals and it doesnt help that ur phone and emails come non-stop without leaving u time to even breathe. i foresee my life ahead for these few mths as a very challenging one.. or to be it in s&m cum rev terms.. the forecast for the next few mths is going to be very challenging. it irks me now that i hear something like that. HORRID!

now to move on to my personal life.. im sorry do i even have a personal life? outside work i hardly have any social life. so much for the crap of workin office hrs, my typical day ends at like 8-9pm?! by then the only strength i have left wld be the strength that i use to transport my weak flesh back home. on wkends i spend most of the time catchin up on the sleep i missed out on for the wk. all that aside.. i wld like to thank the person who's finally decided to gimme some space for me to breathe. i think i've tried explainin alot of times but u didnt quite get it and were not able to put wad i had said into practice but somehow yday u figured it out? i think it muz have been with the help of someone else but im not abt to guess who. i hope that u'd also use tis time to think abt wad u ultimately want.. dun be fixated on wad u had already previously decided on. ppl change and feelings change along too. we shall see.....