realised i haven't had the time to log on at home to blog. looking back i used to do it so often. its amazing where i found the strength to log on after a long and sucky day at work and to blog abt it. oh wells.... lemme summarize my wk at work..... hmms.....
then again for the past wk i've been busy mainly because of the dumb artiste group. took up hell lot of my time to sort out their ever-so-often changes, so damn troublesome coordination with the various departments(and it didnt help that some particular dept was damn bloody UNHELPFUL), ever-demanding organisers where everyone gives different instructions and the best part of all they're all bloody cheapos-with low budgets and paying lousy rates. makes me wonder why i have to work so hard?!
decided to drop all my work yday so that i cld head to the FO chalet with the few nice ppl who bothered to wait awhile for me to finish up with my work. still dunno whether it was a gd or bad move for me to go but it doesnt matter anymore cuz the fact is that i went. felt quite out of place but it was still nice seeing all the buddies who braved countless storms with me in the past. those were the gd old days. im very happy for those who have moved on and i pray for those who havent that their day will come soon. left the chalet with a heavy heart that was filled with regret and guilt but i shan't elaborate on that..
in the past week i found out a piece of news that was kinda disheartening for me. i dont understand y there muz be politics at work and why i have to be subjected to it. dont understand why some ppl can be so evil? i dont believe i've done anything towards u. i did my part and served my purpose. why is it u have to always stick up like a sore thumb when things goes against u? honestly, at ur level u shld learn how to be more forgiving and learn how to let go when u have to. u're sucha sad bitch, pls get a life.
today's the longest Saturday ever i spent at work ever since i transferred to sales. yea it had to be the dumbass artiste group. to all those fans, i honestly dont understd wads all the commotion abt? they're all juz humans, except they may be slightly better lookin than the normal chaps u see on the streets? if i didnt remember wrongly i nv did idolise anyone in sucha way. thank goodness. if i ever had kids like that who'd spend unneccesarily to like charter a maxi cab to follow the idols ard or book a rm at like a few hundred bucks, i'd hit the living daylights outta them! and to think i had to be a human barricade.. some dumb girl was actually pushing me from behind and started screaming, i already had this horrible frickin pondin headache and i was like abt to like punch the next person who irritated me. so i turned ard and stared DAMN hard at her, thats when she moved back and stopped screaming. *sigh* teenage girls.. plain irritating. stayed ard till 10+pm.. now im with my bot of hoe, listening to sappy oldies mp3s.. all im missing is a ciggie. *sighhhhHHhhhhHhhhhhh*
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well well well .... i think those swimmers are much much more better looking than all those artiste ... *drooling*
after readin ur entry, i think i was really some silly and annoying teenager chasin' after 5566 in the past wahaha. im glad im ALMOST past that stage, tho i still go gaga over artistes like aaron kwok but not to the extent like what i would do in the past.
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