meaningless conversation?

someone had a craving for roti prata so i suggested cheese prata at pasir panjang.. which she 'cleverly' linked it to being near pasir ris.. lol. maybe cuz both places had pasir in it? so it can also mean pasir panjang is near bukit panjang which is in turn near bukit timah? woohoo! hahahahahahahaaaaaa had a damn bloody good laugh! :P in the end also didnt make it to eat any prata... hiaks.

watched the coffin and saw v over this weekend... kinda disappointing. the coffin wasnt half as scary i thought it'd be and im not exactly a saw fan so yea, not much plot to begin with. so they ended it off in sucha way there'd still be saw vi... still think REC is the best i've watched in a long time.. y'all should go catch it if u havent!

sigh so sad the weekend has come to an end already. it'd be a long long week ahead. so not lookin forward to it........................ good night.. at least i get to do something i like before i have to go to work again. sleep... i hope i wake up a happy, chirpy person!

'Day after day I must face a world of strangers

Where I don't belong, I'm not that strong

It's nice to know that there's someone I can turn to

Who will always care, you're always there

When there's no getting over that rainbow

When my smallest of dreams won't come true

I can take all the madness the world has to give

But I won't last a day without you

Touch me and I end up singing

Troubles seem to up and disappear

You touch me with the love you're bringing

I can't really lose when you're near

If all my friends have forgotten half their promises

They're not unkind, just hard to find

One look at you and I know that I could learn to live

Without the rest, I found the best..'

when u and i collide..

my friend... dont assume u can read me like a book. when i let my defences down becuz u are a close friend and let u into my life is doesnt mean what u see is all there is to me..

i'm sorry i didn't read the signs and collided head on with u.. into something i never foresee was going to happen in the next hundred years.

i'm sorry u felt i've let u down when to begin with i knew shit abt what the heck was going on. i only realised recently only to find out i've already been deemed a liar when i had absolutely no intention of lying at all.

question is, am i even sorry? or am i juz being nice? i cld choose to confront u which im holding back cuz knowing me... it might turn out ugly, which is something i dont want cuz u are.. afterall.. a good friend. seriously, would u prefer to thrash this out? i dont want any of us to come out being bitter and all...

now i dunno how to close this chapter.. as much as u dunno how to. as much as she doesnt know how to. lets juz all hang then. till we find a solution if theres even one?

"If I am

Only here to watch you as you suffer,

I will let you down...

The answers we find,

Are never what we had in mind.

So we make it up as we go along...

You don't talk of dreams

I won't mention tomorrow.

And we won't make those promises that we can't keep..."

lazing & drinking my days away..

past few days haven't had much to do so i've caught up on abit of telly... i was watchin "Who's line is it anyway" i used to love that show. damn fricking hilarious! suddenly a thought came across my mind its like sucha simple pleasure in life yet i dont get to enjoy simple things like that? i seriously dont want my life to go on the way it is for the past year. its been too long, too much to take and its slowly eating me inside.

i wanna move on, i have to move on. then again life is always about wanting something but not being able to get it? now i got myself stuck in something i dunno how to get myself out of or do i even wanna get myself outta it? u see.... me life stinks.

so glad im on leave for 1 day tmr... at least i can avoid the monday blues. u all will not understand how precious juz goin on ONE day leave means to me. laze laze laze laze laze.......... let me hope and pray that nobody from the office or clients calls me tmr.... *rolls eyes*

hello.. its been a bloody long time.

yes trust me i know its been like a month since i got down to blogging.. there has been so many instances whereby i mention "i will definitely blog this down!" but yea knowing me i never quite got down to doing and once the moment passes, my memory fails me. ha like whats new?

time is never on my side. tell me i have bad time management skills but i seriously dont think the problem lies with me? why can't i go through a simple day like how others do.. a day where i can say "ok, time to go home cuz i've finished my work." i can never relate to that becuz my work is neverending.. i never go through a day feeling like i've accomplished enough and done all i am required to.. is this the way it has to be? alright enough of my endless grumbling...

moving on.....

the past week has been a queer one. my emotions are hard to decipher and even harder to control? shan't elaborate any further till i substantiate what im feeling?

"This ain't a movie no

No fairy tale conclusion ya'll

It gets more confusing everyday

Sometimes it's heaven sent

Then we head back to hell again

I hang up you call

We rise and we fall

And we feel like just walking away

As our love advances

We take second chances

Though it's not a fantasy

I still want you to stay

Take it slow

Maybe we'll live and learn

Maybe we'll crash and burn

Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,

maybe you'll return

Maybe another fight

Maybe we won't survive

But maybe we'll grow

We never know"

hello bello...

a brain fucking moment while chatting with belle...

[aђ fﻥй]™ says:
theres nothin much to watch on the movies
[aђ fﻥй]™ says:
except alot of local shit
BeLLe @ Work says:
true.. hahaha.. but i'm kinda in a movie mood
BeLLe @ Work says:
what show are u showing?
[aђ fﻥй]™ says:
har
BeLLe @ Work says:
har?
[aђ fﻥй]™ says:
wad show am i showing
[aђ fﻥй]™ says:
i dun show shows
[aђ fﻥй]™ says:
wtf u talking abt
BeLLe @ Work says:
hahahhaha
BeLLe @ Work says:
sorry laaaa
BeLLe @ Work says:
i'm sleepy

its been long while..

haven't had the time or patience to get down to blogging which explains my absence of almost a month away from here... work is sucking the life out of me. its juz terrible. am still wondering why i work so hard for? again it always boils down to the stinking thing called responsibility i have instilled in me. something that ppl nowadays lack of. my word of advice for ppl who just started out fresh into the workforce. be humble, work alot-talk very little and do not complain becuz u have not earned the fucking right to. damn it..

last friday was a day which i did not know to be happy or sad about. it was the departure of my best friend from work.. my chummy which evolved from just a colleague from another department to my boss to my confidante and really a very very good friend. i'll miss the days we've spent together at work. and of cos everyone has been asking wad'll happen to me after u leave, i seriously do not know. i'll never be able to find another 'partner' like u.. but that aside, im really happy that u made it out of the dumps that we're still stuck in. i really wish u well and that we'd still be in constant contact even after u've left ok?

"How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh
Outweigh the bad.

I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

I don't know where this road
Is going to lead
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through.

If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth all the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday."

It's So Hard To Say Goodbye To Yesterday - Boyz II Men

another lazy sunday..

had great plans to spend the day with jilly but she came down with a bad tummyache... poor kiddo. hope she's feeling better now. u better get well soon... i still owe u a jap buffet dinner for your bday. in actual fact i have craving for sashimi. hahahaaaaaa

ended up meeting tg for coffee at starbucks and talking crap. i actually miss the times when the millenia starbucks had outside seating and we used to spend most of our days there after work talking nonsense, smoking and juz chilling out after a hard day's work. at that time starbucks was like my poison, something i cldnt get past a day without. oh wells it might not be a bad thing that they moved into the mall, think that move saved me ALOT of money.

after coffee went on to watch the mummy.. the seats at grand cathay suck. i didnt mean the location of the seats becuz we booked the tix so that was fine. i meant like everytime the person next to u moves u can feel it. it was damn annoying and it actually made me dizzy. the movie was ok.. action-packed. the kinda no brainer show suitable for viewing on a sunday. although it was weird how they switched in between english and mandarin. i mean i know its supposed to be as such becuz the title is like "THE MUMMY: TOMB OF THE DRAGON EMPEROR".. but to see michelle yeoh speak mandarin (not fantastic) in the beginning and then nearing the end she began to speak in fluent english.. and i was thinking to myself they had english classes back then cuz she's like immortal? wah seh she took the time to upgrade herself in her 2,000+ years... got herself english-educated. hahahahahaaaaaaa but still it was enjoyable to watch la.. =)

ok now im so dreading to go back to work in a few hours time... got tons of deadlines to meet, many already passed the due dates. sigh i feel like im so gonna die. everyday is like a struggle at work and i can only attribute it to 1 a**hole.. seriously, u're a f***ing pain in the a**.. u should really get a life and perhaps get a job which suits ur competence and capability.. which u know the match of such a job is zilch.... and like u say "watch out, what comes around goes around" may this befall on u too... burn........