its been long while..

haven't had the time or patience to get down to blogging which explains my absence of almost a month away from here... work is sucking the life out of me. its juz terrible. am still wondering why i work so hard for? again it always boils down to the stinking thing called responsibility i have instilled in me. something that ppl nowadays lack of. my word of advice for ppl who just started out fresh into the workforce. be humble, work alot-talk very little and do not complain becuz u have not earned the fucking right to. damn it..

last friday was a day which i did not know to be happy or sad about. it was the departure of my best friend from work.. my chummy which evolved from just a colleague from another department to my boss to my confidante and really a very very good friend. i'll miss the days we've spent together at work. and of cos everyone has been asking wad'll happen to me after u leave, i seriously do not know. i'll never be able to find another 'partner' like u.. but that aside, im really happy that u made it out of the dumps that we're still stuck in. i really wish u well and that we'd still be in constant contact even after u've left ok?

"How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh
Outweigh the bad.

I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

I don't know where this road
Is going to lead
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through.

If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth all the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday."

It's So Hard To Say Goodbye To Yesterday - Boyz II Men

another lazy sunday..

had great plans to spend the day with jilly but she came down with a bad tummyache... poor kiddo. hope she's feeling better now. u better get well soon... i still owe u a jap buffet dinner for your bday. in actual fact i have craving for sashimi. hahahaaaaaa

ended up meeting tg for coffee at starbucks and talking crap. i actually miss the times when the millenia starbucks had outside seating and we used to spend most of our days there after work talking nonsense, smoking and juz chilling out after a hard day's work. at that time starbucks was like my poison, something i cldnt get past a day without. oh wells it might not be a bad thing that they moved into the mall, think that move saved me ALOT of money.

after coffee went on to watch the mummy.. the seats at grand cathay suck. i didnt mean the location of the seats becuz we booked the tix so that was fine. i meant like everytime the person next to u moves u can feel it. it was damn annoying and it actually made me dizzy. the movie was ok.. action-packed. the kinda no brainer show suitable for viewing on a sunday. although it was weird how they switched in between english and mandarin. i mean i know its supposed to be as such becuz the title is like "THE MUMMY: TOMB OF THE DRAGON EMPEROR".. but to see michelle yeoh speak mandarin (not fantastic) in the beginning and then nearing the end she began to speak in fluent english.. and i was thinking to myself they had english classes back then cuz she's like immortal? wah seh she took the time to upgrade herself in her 2,000+ years... got herself english-educated. hahahahahaaaaaaa but still it was enjoyable to watch la.. =)

ok now im so dreading to go back to work in a few hours time... got tons of deadlines to meet, many already passed the due dates. sigh i feel like im so gonna die. everyday is like a struggle at work and i can only attribute it to 1 a**hole.. seriously, u're a f***ing pain in the a**.. u should really get a life and perhaps get a job which suits ur competence and capability.. which u know the match of such a job is zilch.... and like u say "watch out, what comes around goes around" may this befall on u too... burn........

National Day Parade Preview 020808

The overhyped-up highlight of the whole parade.... dig in! its almost 2 minutes long!

been another bad week..

"Not from the stars do I my judgment pluck;
And yet me thinks I have astronomy,
But not to tell of good or evil luck,
Of plagues, of dearths, or seasons' quality;
Nor can I fortune to brief minutes tell,
Pointing to each his thunder, rain and wind,
Or say with princes if it shall go well,
By oft predict that I in heaven find:
But from thine eyes my knowledge I derive,
And, constant stars, in them I read such art
As truth and beauty shall together thrive,
If from thyself to store thou wouldst convert;
Or else of thee this I prognosticate:
Thy end is truth's and beauty's doom and date."

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i needed a massage so i called my friend and then we ended up goin for a massage then we got hungry after that so we had a big meal, we felt fat after that so we went swimmin and we felt damn awake after that so we went for a movie.. ---> that was how i spent my sunday. wad a nice summary..

am getting lazy to blog... till next time, im bothered. ciaos......

i've got happy feet!

i brought my new digicam to work on Friday and took some pictures in the office with the 2 silly girls.. created a collage of some of the better pics. ha. and then they decided to announce something that should have been effected long ago but its really nothing to shout about. and so we got our incentive bonus for last year.. oh wells its really better then nothing so we shouldn't be complaining about the amount at all? i mean so many people have come and gone without it so we should be happy that we are the very first batch who actually sticked around to collect it?! ha

had to cancel the JB trip becuz wendy's relative passed away and she wasn't gonna be at work. gave wala a miss cuz i didn't feel like i was up to shirlyn's rock n roll stuff. ended up having a drink with jillie at the brewerkz in kallang and then after that to watch "21" at cine. gee the only seats they had left were 2nd from the front. i felt like my neck and back was gonna snap somewhere in btwn the movie and it was so frickin cold! practically turned into an ice cube.. bbbrRrRrr! and the show was really draggy, boring. jill, we shld have juz watched deception instead but the shitheads didnt have the poster up on the 5th floor so we didn't know what show it was! *spits*

and becuz of the 2nd row seats we felt that we had to pamper ourselves today so we made an appointment to go do foot reflexology. and then jill suggested to go for the dr fish thingy at the flyer, to let the fish feed on our feet. sounds sick. damn fricking ticklish! its a once in a lifetime thing. both of us deduced that after trying this fish therapy thingy and the flyer we prob wont go back there for a 2nd time? and then we also realised we shouldn't go back to the fish thingy cuz why should we be paying them to feed their fish??! hello we were the phish food so they should be paying us?! haha took some pics...

maciam tiger beer lady... this is jillie trying to promote the 30mins fish therapy + 10mins shoulder massage at $78!

jillie's foot

my foot!

my feet being phish food

we were bored while waiting to be phish food

yea... me being spastic as always!

so after being phish food for 30mins we needed to feed ourselves and we ended up at glutton's bay.. had chix wings, stingray, hokkien mee.. the usual i have when i go there. and then we went over to marina sq to get me my green tea ice cream! mmMmmmmm.. i think its addictive. dammitz. and its not cheap lo $3.80 for a single scoop. bleh! ok so thats me sunday well spent with jillie.. now we're sulking abt having to go work in a few hours time. *sigh*

im hoping it gets betta..

am trying to recuperate from a very bad week at work. im upset with everyone and i really dont see why i should be the one caught in between yet still the stinking responsibility in me forbids me to juz up and walk away... well i hope its over.

went to watch the happening on friday after work. duh show but mark wahlberg is cute as always.

sat i was supposed to go to work but ah wong called and disuaded me to go and i think it kinda worked cuz i ended up at kenko and signed up for a 12 session massage package and i ended up using 2 sessions at 1 go. went to work to sort out abit of stuff and pack up my desk becuz of some dumbass vip coming on tues.. like we really care right? ended up at wala of course and we had val with us.. but half the time she was fighting to stay away. she was tearing as if her bf juz dumped her or something and i was like stop it la before ppl ard us think im the one who dumped u! hahaha

now im preparing to go out to meet ah yin to watch another movie.. i think sg is so fucking boring.. i really dont wanna die here! dunno wad show also... the adam sandler one? luckily im driving kor's car else i think i'd be too lazy to go anywhere lo. im beginning to think im bored without mummy ard cuz on sundays she'd normally settle my meals. and im very hungry now.. thats the only reason why i got up at 4pm else i think i can sleep thru the whole day if i didnt have a stomach...?

sucky week..

had a long sucky week at work and the upcoming one should be just the same. because of the 1 sucky event im handling. cant wait for it to be over.

nothing much to blog about cuz its all been nothing but work. i need a break soon before i snap. im thinking whether i shld juz go check out the websites when i have more time, book an air ticket to some unexpected destination, get my leave approved, fix my accommodation then just pack up and leave? i might just do that... fweeeee

oh i went to the PC fair at Suntec yesterday. u all must be thinking im crazy right cuz im normally not the kinda person to go squeeze with like half of the sg population just to get a slightly better deal? well i happened to be at work yesterday and chums was also there so i went ahead lo since i wanted to get a new digicam. so i ended up buying a cam which was over my budget.. when i ever have the time to finally fix it up i suppose it'll mean u guys will see more pictures posted on my blog?

oh yah i went to wala too.. left work at ard a lil past 8 and of course we cldn't get any seats so we were standing for a good 2 sets. geeee... i cldnt feel my legs after that. and then my bestie had to leave me with her friend when i didnt feel like entertaining lo. luckily bello was ard. muahahaha.. bestie, pls hor next time wanna leave someone or something to me make sure its someone better looking or something more valuable?!!! hahahahahaaaaaaa oh oh oh... and shirlyn walked past us and smiled and waved at us but dumbie belle didnt realise. she was so cute la! fweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee