i hate doing site inspections.. 1stly u have to be damn fake and tell a whole load of lies n crap and the pain is u have to be convincing. omg... how painstaking to conduct a site. and how unwilling i was to do it somehow the guests were like damn impressed and they sounded so much like they wanna confirm the group.. which brings me to another worry. when a group confirms there's alot to do!!! *faints*
ok thats abt all for today.. am still looking forward to the drinking session tmr!! pls pls make it come sooner??!!!!!!!!! i pray tmr will be a free day, best if all the work keeps at a standstill, no new leads, no ppl chasing me for quotations, phones dun ring.. only the time keeps ticking?! issit possible?? the answer is no.... *sigh*
Tuesday, 24 July 2007
Monday, 23 July 2007
ever attended a wedding without knowing the couple? i did!!
**Outdated post** this was supposed to be done on Sunday but i never had the time to get down to doing it. heh
Anyways like the title says it all... it was crazy la. Ling, this is dedicated to u! without u i'd never have been able to experience it. haha. and so wad happened was Ling dropped me an sms on sat morning to ask if i'd like to accompany her to a wedding that evening and for some crazy reason i agreed. Ling was also like representing her sister who wasnt in town to attend the wedding. so the both of us like oddballs went to the wedding, turned out everyone who attended was indo-chinese so it was very obvious for us to stand out and when they started talkin in urmmm bahasa indonesia? i was like ahhh duhhhh.. yes Ling i know u understand. bleHhHhhh.. so we got thru to like i dunno the 5th or 6th course and we decided to sneak off... *phew* and then to wala's we went! and thanks to ah hao who we bumped into and was willing to share the table with us or i think we'd have ended up standing for a good part of the night... i had fun.. which hasnt been the case in a long while......
Im so looking forward to Wednesday... drinking session again. *yummys*
Anyways like the title says it all... it was crazy la. Ling, this is dedicated to u! without u i'd never have been able to experience it. haha. and so wad happened was Ling dropped me an sms on sat morning to ask if i'd like to accompany her to a wedding that evening and for some crazy reason i agreed. Ling was also like representing her sister who wasnt in town to attend the wedding. so the both of us like oddballs went to the wedding, turned out everyone who attended was indo-chinese so it was very obvious for us to stand out and when they started talkin in urmmm bahasa indonesia? i was like ahhh duhhhh.. yes Ling i know u understand. bleHhHhhh.. so we got thru to like i dunno the 5th or 6th course and we decided to sneak off... *phew* and then to wala's we went! and thanks to ah hao who we bumped into and was willing to share the table with us or i think we'd have ended up standing for a good part of the night... i had fun.. which hasnt been the case in a long while......
Im so looking forward to Wednesday... drinking session again. *yummys*
Sunday, 15 July 2007
wad a weekend..
FRIDAY THE 13TH
left work early on friday the 13th cuz the rest of them at work was shooing me off so that we cld leave early and go for a few drinks. and so we left at ard 8 and headed to villa bali for drinks and some food. how disappointing villa bali is.. i dont think i'd ever patronise them again. the service was bad and it doesnt have that cosy feel is used to have anymore. and drinks are not exactly cheap.
SATURDAY THE 14TH
woke up at ard 12 and decided to go back to work to clear up wadever i missed the day before. worked till ard 6. then had some drama.. like mary j blige sings 'no more drama in my life'. im sorry for all that i've done. i juz dun want this to drag on any longer. its not gonna do any good for either of us. if i didnt do wad i did it will juz wound u more and scar u deeper. im not tryin to say i did it for your good (even tho u dun see any good in it) but i juz had to do it. i feel bad for treating u the way i did but i really dunno wad else to do to make you see the light. anyways after the saga i called a few friends and got them out for drinks so we ended up at wala wala's. had 2 jugs of beer, felt woozy and went home to sleep.
SUNDAY THE 15TH
taking in consideration for my last blog, norain and nickole both left comments to say i looked hagged and shagged i went for a facial today. like omg this is like the 2nd time i've gone for a facial lor. and now i know why its been like a yr in btwn my last facial and today, its becuz it hurts so bloody much when they start squeezing all the lil evil stuff embedded juz under ur skin! *ouch* initially i had wanted to go for a massage but the massage slots were all booked up so they booked me for a facial instead. im not really complaining cuz i didnt have to pay for it. but then again after that they started their sales talk and persuaded me into signing up for a package lor. $346 deducted from my bank acct. *dbl ouch* but its ok lar 12 sessions of either facial or massage so it works out to abt $29 per session which is relatively cheap for a 45mins massage? yea im juz tryin to console myself....... im a very poor person for the remainin 15 days till the end of the mth and to think i'll be goin KL on the 27th. i think i'll juz try to leech off my travel partner..
left work early on friday the 13th cuz the rest of them at work was shooing me off so that we cld leave early and go for a few drinks. and so we left at ard 8 and headed to villa bali for drinks and some food. how disappointing villa bali is.. i dont think i'd ever patronise them again. the service was bad and it doesnt have that cosy feel is used to have anymore. and drinks are not exactly cheap.
SATURDAY THE 14TH
woke up at ard 12 and decided to go back to work to clear up wadever i missed the day before. worked till ard 6. then had some drama.. like mary j blige sings 'no more drama in my life'. im sorry for all that i've done. i juz dun want this to drag on any longer. its not gonna do any good for either of us. if i didnt do wad i did it will juz wound u more and scar u deeper. im not tryin to say i did it for your good (even tho u dun see any good in it) but i juz had to do it. i feel bad for treating u the way i did but i really dunno wad else to do to make you see the light. anyways after the saga i called a few friends and got them out for drinks so we ended up at wala wala's. had 2 jugs of beer, felt woozy and went home to sleep.
SUNDAY THE 15TH
taking in consideration for my last blog, norain and nickole both left comments to say i looked hagged and shagged i went for a facial today. like omg this is like the 2nd time i've gone for a facial lor. and now i know why its been like a yr in btwn my last facial and today, its becuz it hurts so bloody much when they start squeezing all the lil evil stuff embedded juz under ur skin! *ouch* initially i had wanted to go for a massage but the massage slots were all booked up so they booked me for a facial instead. im not really complaining cuz i didnt have to pay for it. but then again after that they started their sales talk and persuaded me into signing up for a package lor. $346 deducted from my bank acct. *dbl ouch* but its ok lar 12 sessions of either facial or massage so it works out to abt $29 per session which is relatively cheap for a 45mins massage? yea im juz tryin to console myself....... im a very poor person for the remainin 15 days till the end of the mth and to think i'll be goin KL on the 27th. i think i'll juz try to leech off my travel partner..
Sunday, 8 July 2007
07 July 2007
read in the papers that 777 couples decided to tie the knot on this day? and they even interviewed a few couples on y they chosed tis day. sounds cliche to me but i think they had their valid reasons which i dun see. well von and desmond also had their ROM. held the reception at raffles marina by the poolside. nice setting but still i muz say not very appropriate song to walk in with la. nobody seems to buy my idea of walkin in to fatboy slim's rockefeller skank. if i ever get married it wld definitely be by the sea on the beach and no gowns, dresses, suits and all those crapwear. it'd strictly be beach attire and i'd 'hop and jump' in to rockefeller skank....
Right about now
The funk soul brother, check it out now
The funk soul brother, right about now
The funk soul brother, check it out now
The funk soul brother, right about now..................
now i juz have to find someone who's willing to marry me and crazy enough to pull that stunt off together with me! hahaha.... dun worry i'll invite all of u buddies to witness that crazy act! :P
oh dear i need to go back to work tmr... dreadful monday. *sigh*
Right about now
The funk soul brother, check it out now
The funk soul brother, right about now
The funk soul brother, check it out now
The funk soul brother, right about now..................
now i juz have to find someone who's willing to marry me and crazy enough to pull that stunt off together with me! hahaha.... dun worry i'll invite all of u buddies to witness that crazy act! :P
oh dear i need to go back to work tmr... dreadful monday. *sigh*
Saturday, 7 July 2007
my longest day..
its been slightly more then a mth and today has been the longest working day for me and it had to fall on a friday.. *sigh* lemme summarize my so very long day.. spent the 1st half the day going back and forth in tc's and etg's office gettin my quotations in place. then went to rev mtg and got totally blasted at. went to meet the moroccon TA with tc and they spent like 3hrs talkin irrelevant crap while the only thing flashing in my head was the amt of work i have to attend to and wad time i'd get to go back. and so.... i spent a total of 16hrs at work. considering i left at ard 1am.
gosh i really feel the strain now that IY is gone and her replacement has yet to come and takin over 2 portfolios is no joke. its like shit being thrown to u from 2 directions by 2 different individuals and it doesnt help that ur phone and emails come non-stop without leaving u time to even breathe. i foresee my life ahead for these few mths as a very challenging one.. or to be it in s&m cum rev terms.. the forecast for the next few mths is going to be very challenging. it irks me now that i hear something like that. HORRID!
now to move on to my personal life.. im sorry do i even have a personal life? outside work i hardly have any social life. so much for the crap of workin office hrs, my typical day ends at like 8-9pm?! by then the only strength i have left wld be the strength that i use to transport my weak flesh back home. on wkends i spend most of the time catchin up on the sleep i missed out on for the wk. all that aside.. i wld like to thank the person who's finally decided to gimme some space for me to breathe. i think i've tried explainin alot of times but u didnt quite get it and were not able to put wad i had said into practice but somehow yday u figured it out? i think it muz have been with the help of someone else but im not abt to guess who. i hope that u'd also use tis time to think abt wad u ultimately want.. dun be fixated on wad u had already previously decided on. ppl change and feelings change along too. we shall see.....
gosh i really feel the strain now that IY is gone and her replacement has yet to come and takin over 2 portfolios is no joke. its like shit being thrown to u from 2 directions by 2 different individuals and it doesnt help that ur phone and emails come non-stop without leaving u time to even breathe. i foresee my life ahead for these few mths as a very challenging one.. or to be it in s&m cum rev terms.. the forecast for the next few mths is going to be very challenging. it irks me now that i hear something like that. HORRID!
now to move on to my personal life.. im sorry do i even have a personal life? outside work i hardly have any social life. so much for the crap of workin office hrs, my typical day ends at like 8-9pm?! by then the only strength i have left wld be the strength that i use to transport my weak flesh back home. on wkends i spend most of the time catchin up on the sleep i missed out on for the wk. all that aside.. i wld like to thank the person who's finally decided to gimme some space for me to breathe. i think i've tried explainin alot of times but u didnt quite get it and were not able to put wad i had said into practice but somehow yday u figured it out? i think it muz have been with the help of someone else but im not abt to guess who. i hope that u'd also use tis time to think abt wad u ultimately want.. dun be fixated on wad u had already previously decided on. ppl change and feelings change along too. we shall see.....
Saturday, 30 June 2007
my love for beer
im glad i survived another wk of work. and so this marks the end of my 1st month in sales. wasnt in the mood to do any work yday was juz tryin to tie up the ends of wad i had been doin for the wk. anyways suew came by in the early evening to bid her goodbyes cuz she was doin her clearance form. *sigh* another good staff gone.. someone once said she'd surely be AM and i agreed. she'd definitely wld have been promoted to one if only she had stayed on but then again that title is nothing to be desired of.. at least not anymore. what a pity. all that aside suew im sure u'd survive and excel anywhere and everywhere cuz u have all the good qualities that it takes to go far. jia you!
yday another individual in s&m tendered her resignation. dunno whether issit cuz im jinxed? everywhere i go ppl start leaving? but i analysed it closely then figured it probably had nothing to do with me la. its always abt the bosses. issit really so difficult to find a job whereby the boss treats us like DECENTLY?? no sacarsm, constructive critisms? sighs.....
yday another individual in s&m tendered her resignation. dunno whether issit cuz im jinxed? everywhere i go ppl start leaving? but i analysed it closely then figured it probably had nothing to do with me la. its always abt the bosses. issit really so difficult to find a job whereby the boss treats us like DECENTLY?? no sacarsm, constructive critisms? sighs.....
Tuesday, 26 June 2007
the dark ages...
these couple of wks has been very trying on me. its juz like wad the title says.. my personal life is not heading anywhere and im really very tired. i've said enuf when it comes to affairs of the heart, to begin with i was never the kind to be very vocal on such things. i've explained myself that i've come to a point that i dun wish to explain anymore. juz take it the way u think it goes. its not that i love u no more but i've lost the energy to carry on. if its like the way u say it.. u dunno how to trust me anymore and i cant give u any form of security, even if u continue on with me i really dunno how to earn back that trust on how to make u feel more secure. now u may say that i cant even be bothered to defend myself but a relationship is never about defending's oneself?
im only human.. there are many things that are not within my will or power and as helpless as u feel, thats the way i feel too. i wld love to be like u juz to seek the simple pleasures in life but u'd come to realise when u're my age that life is not as simple as it seems. wad i seek in life is unfortunately something that u cannot decipher as of now. u ask me if i wanna salvage this relationship and all i can do is only keep mum to that while u tell me u cant be the only party that works towards that. my question now is so what if we salvage this now when i foresee it reoccuring in time to come? i dont wanna be put thru this again.. its a cycle i wanna break. can u try to understand? i've love to put in it a nicer way but somehow when it comes to such things they hardly ever turn out nice... im sorry it had to turn out this way too. im hurting as much as u...........................................
im only human.. there are many things that are not within my will or power and as helpless as u feel, thats the way i feel too. i wld love to be like u juz to seek the simple pleasures in life but u'd come to realise when u're my age that life is not as simple as it seems. wad i seek in life is unfortunately something that u cannot decipher as of now. u ask me if i wanna salvage this relationship and all i can do is only keep mum to that while u tell me u cant be the only party that works towards that. my question now is so what if we salvage this now when i foresee it reoccuring in time to come? i dont wanna be put thru this again.. its a cycle i wanna break. can u try to understand? i've love to put in it a nicer way but somehow when it comes to such things they hardly ever turn out nice... im sorry it had to turn out this way too. im hurting as much as u...........................................
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