its getting harder and harder to breathe..

sorry i havent updated my blog ever since i got back from Japan but i wld suppose that those who know me well enough to know that i even have a blog wld have heard that it wasn't a very enjoyable trip. oh wells... if i ever get down to uploading the pics or getting it from my cousins and post it up somewhere i'll let u all know yea?

so moving on, the title of this blog is as such becuz i am coming down with a cold. the very day i went back to work i became sick. its either i havent quite accustomed myself back to the sucky sg weather or im simply juz allergic to work. the 1st day back at work was bad... as usual. assholes not covering my work well but i've grumbled way too much on that so i shan't start again. it was so bad i had to spend like half a good day at work yesterday, on a sat. which totally sucks. -sigh- well at least my sat ended on a good note cuz i was at wala. =D

juz came back from watching 'over her dead body' at lido and the cinema was in a really bad state. shaw honestly needs to do some major revamp to the place man. i felt like i was in some eng wah cinema in like clementi 10yrs ago.. and in ked's terms 'yea there were even mosquitos there!' hahahaha those were the days. then there were like some malays (2 girls and a guy) ked thought they looked like indonesians tho, there were like chatting all the fricking way in malay. it get so annoyed that i had to turn around and go 'do u mind not talking?!' and they still continued... until i turned again and gave them the killer stare that they decided to shut up. i was at this point if they were still gonna open their gaps i was gonna drag them out and go like THERE U GO, U CAN CHAT HERE IF U WANT! but that wld take way too much effort to carry out. haha so anyways the show was really cheesy but light-hearted.. we decided we didnt wanna watch something too tensing on the brain on a sunday. heh. i tot eva longoria looked pretty good.

after the show we went to lau pa sat to satisfy my craving for sting ray. yummy. i suddenly miss all those times after afternoon shift where we went suppering all over. now i feel so suaku cuz i hardly have time to go out after work on wkdays. -sulks- and even back then with all the good suppers i wasnt as fat as i am now. like what the heck is happening to me....

im leaving on a jet plane but i know when i'll be back again.. ha

so i'll be setting off to tokyo in like 6hrs time. frantically trying to pack wadever i need now and hopefully i dont leave anything out. anyways i shld be fine, im always the light traveller and i only bring along and require the most basic necessities. :) im excited about the trip becuz its been quite awhile since i went so far for so long? yea the trips i've been making these few couple of years have always been for like max 5 days and doesn't require a flight of more than 4hrs? yea thereabouts... but im not excited abt my old cousin going along.. bleh, i dont even wanna go into that now.

skinny chums called me this evening to tell me the US trip is off for her cuz she doesnt think its worth it to go alone cuz she'll need to rent a car to get around and for her to pay alone... its costly. oh wells.. i will still try to work it out with my aunt when i see her in JPN, maybe she might be kind enough to fly me to US and lemme sponge off her. afterall im like her only niece that hasn't visited her in hawaii yet. well if that really doesnt work out then i hope UK will welcome me. -_-

okies a few words before i leave... as if im going away for damn long.


- smally chums aka my gf.. dont miss me too much k? i know its gonna be painful without me around to 'assist' you at work but you'll always be in my thoughts k! *muaks* and i'll remember that taxidoor told me not to worry and that i dont have to get anything for u 2! yaY... hahaha


- my other specs fanatic aka bestie.. don't miss me! i know u won't.. piece of crap! and u actually tried to ask me to go to wala this sat, i was so close to kicking u luckily we were only chattin off msn! tsk tsk..


- ah yin.. i'll bring u some munchies back cuz u bgt me that you-all-think-its-sweet-but-i-don't-think-it-is candy back for me from turkey! hee


- beLLo.. i hope u're fine, sorry i havent had much time to chat with u and im kinda shocked to hear the news last evening. i promise i'll meet up with u when i get back and then we can talk k? *hugs*


- my lil mozzitoe moo.. don't miss my presence off msn cuz thats the closest u get anyways? heh. i'll webbie u when i get back k? *smacks*


i dont know who else reads my blog.. if i missed u out.. u know u wun get anything from me! hahahahahahaaaaaa i dont plan to buy much anyways so dont hope for too much k? :P


i'll be back sooooooooooooooooooooooooonnn... toooooo soooooooooooooooooooooon! peace out!

'we will rock you!'

Just came back from watching the Queen musical 'we will rock you', it was so damn good. MiG was wayyyyyyy cool. we were at the very last row of the fricking huge auditorium but the view was good even though everything looked really tiny. we decided we couldn't afford to pay more because i was going to tokyo and allyssa is going to cambodia soon too.

im so so glad i managed to catch it or else i think i'd live to regret not watching it. hee. anyways the 4 of us were like screaming for our lives. we didnt quite belong to the last row cuz all the rest were very quiet and mature people. then we like oh what the hell... we screamed anyways. lol.

yesterday i was at wala again but this time with the people i least expected too. maybe some things happen for a reason? its weird how we ended up at wala but i did enjoy their company. might juz consider to hang out more with them? we left wala after the 2nd set cuz they both had to work early. sighhh... had to leave shirlyn abruptly which doesn't happen much. heh.

im beginning to miss her.. alot. piece of crap. is it juz wishful thinking on my part? *sigh* life is sucha bitch and love feels so outta reach... dammit!

am -bored-

so here i am on a Sunday evening sitting in front of my comp, staying home to heal a bruise that my carnivorous chum gave to me. and also because i have a massive pimple brewing on my forehead, its hideous i dare not go out. haha

anyways i was juz telling a couple of friends yesterday of a very weird dream that i had. about how i was in hkg and then this friend came and told me that she had been single since she broke up with her bf in june last year.. and then we started kissing. hahaa how outrageous is that!

i was juz chatting with moo moo awhile ago and see what she drew. her trademark cow. i miss her! arrrgghhhhhh..
so my weekly sunday entries, how can i not blog about wala? yes i was there again last night and before belle gets to tell this story i better fess up myself. so we were sitting at the table between the stairs and the stage, not a very good table to be seated at yesterday cuz we were like blocking the passageway through to the stage. and anyways i decided not to let anyone through and belle was saying what if shirlyn wants to pass through then i was like if its her i'll get up then and before i knew it shirlyn was behind me shouting 'excuse me, excuse me!' and it caught me by surprise and i jumped out from my seat. yes i really jumped. BAH. *rolls eyes* oh and belle nearly wanted to kill herself cuz she sent a sms to the wrong person and of all people... haha i shan't even name names. yea i know how it feels.. 'i cant imagine i juz outdid myself again!' it juz gets better huh.. *grins*

10 days to tokyo... i feel so unprepared!

another one bites the dust!

i really wanna go watch the queen musical, we will rock you. talked about it with gollaba & panahon last evening and we were supposed to go get the tix today but it totally slipped my mind! will do it tomorrow then or at the rate i procrastinate the run will end and i'd never be able to catch it untill who knows when.

oh and i think i jinxed myself. i was juz telling a friend yesterday that i was bored at work and it finally seems like its slowing down at work and then today i was like hit by a tornado or something. oh man... and the fat one got to me again. duds and gg was pissed with him too. still dont understand how a person like him can exist. and then i began to wonder if i annoy people so much too to the extent that they detest me? oh dear... that'd really be bad i'd really be upset. therefore i repeat myself again i dont understand why a person like him can exist and that he doesnt feel upset that he's upsetting everyone else around him?

and im so going to japan. woooohooo actually im not really excited to go japan but im merely excited for the fact that im going somewhere. anywhere out of sg is good. juz need a break. and i cant believe everything was done so last minute. like no planning and anything, juz like up and go. so 2 weeks later im gone... yeeeeeee haa! gotta watch out for the damage it does to my save-up-for-US fund though. ultimately my dream is still to go US or UK within this year. then i'll need to go through a toughie of whether its US or UK i'll be heading too.... dilemma.

highly disturbing friday..

heard the most shocking piece of news early in the morning.. i think its by far the most shocking since the start of the year? or maybe it can even beat all the rest to be the most shocking of all? i think i shan't elaborate any further on wad happened because it'd be easy to guess who the individual is. ppl who are close to me... like chums and bestie, u all know. as for the rest u all dont have to know. -_-

sigh... i feel all the effort i made to pull u back to society cum reality has all gone to waste. to begin with, why did i even bother? im no saint. i guess i just didnt have the heart to see u goin on wasting ur life. there was really so much more in store for u. how could i make u see? this is the ultimatum whereby i can say ur life is really gonna be in the dumps. its about time i smarten up and leave u alone. u dont have to be sorry nor do u need to give me any answers. its really not necessary. i wish u a good life ahead.. although i highly doubt it may be any good.

went to ikea juz now... the damn place is like partially under renovation and there's really nothing much. ended up having meatballs and its prob the 1st time i went to ikea and didnt end up with a whole load of junk that i dont need (impulsive buying). ohh also swung by to queensway and got me a new pair of glasses. finally after how zachy killed my old pair. alrights i shld head for dinner and then to wala to see one of my fav girls. *grins*

had a long and painful week at work.. struggling to the next..

think i had less than 20hrs of sleep combined from mon-fri.. worked till almost 3am everyday. its been really long and painful. how long more can we survive like that? when boss is not around we're always being bullied.. i have a new superior who thinks he was hired to be our saviour. all i can say is i WILL use him to try and improve things.. like why not? i've got nothing to lose and everything to gain anyways. we shall see what happens..

oh and the highlight this week will be meeting up with my favourite guest.. but its a pity she was sooooo busy and had to leave abruptly on fri when we had our drinks/dinner date set on saturday. damn. i wonder if she'd ever make it back cuz very soon she'd be posted to be based in London. and i didnt even make it to go Hkg and visit her. sighs. London will be too expensive for me to head to unless she throws in the air tix too on top of lodging and food? haha

and so i ended back at wala wala last night. had belle, allyssa, terry and duds.. but i think the 3 girls were bored cuz they didnt quite like the 'unxpected' kinda music. hee. sorry but i really adore shirlyn! :P

think next week will be slower for me cuz i hardly have any groups in-house which explains the 30% occupancy on Friday.. yikes. sure kenna shot again. oh wells isnt that life? u win some, u lose some? and after all the trouble/problems i went throught the past week i think i'd rather i have no groups and be doing nothing. either way i die. u peeps who work with me, im sure u know what i mean... *yawns*