scary monday.

started off the day with a morning meeting of many people being blasted at... it was a darn scary scenario. kinda like a domino effect thingy. boss finds an innocent individual to spark off the anger and she goes into a killing rampage thereafter. thank goodness i escaped unscath.. *phew* so the whole day i was wary of the ground i was treading on, didnt wanna step on a mine and blast myself into 'ritz' bitz. left work on the dot to escape being 'killed'.

while waiting for taxidoor we bumped into ed and ah tee. ah tee said something funny that i juz had to blog it down... ah tee, u pulled it off SUPERBLY! u deserve an award or something man... anyways i was asking him how come a friend didnt get laid while they were on holiday together and he replied something like that with a straight face...

"she felt like she was participating in a tupperware competition, to see who was the tightest.."

it took a while to register and when it finally did, we all broke into laughter. only u can come up with such shit but it was all done in the name of good fun. :o)

friday was a rubbishy day, saturday was cool, sunday kinda sucked..

i think the blog title says it all? chum, wasn't at work on thurs and fri. hope your eye is urmm good again? i needed to leave the office on time on friday cuz i had somewhere to go and that fat blob had to make me clear his nonsense while he happily went for dinner with his clients. really a fat useless bastard. shall not go into that again... so i left the office slightly later then i should have but i still got to meet my friend in time cuz she was kinda late too. it was a nice and quiet night (albeit the lousy sound system) we had over some drinks. hey emo bestie.. i like hanging with u. haha

saturday.. went for a haircut at jason's and i look like a little ball now. and when i told belle she was like 'aww.. how cute!' duh! and she said she has a helmet too.. lol poor us. went to watch meet the spartans which is absolutely dumb. *dies* cant believe its even stupider than scary movies... thereafter of cuz i went to wala's.. shirlyn's still not feeling well and coughing. poor girl. but she still sang well.

sunday.. was supposed to have a site inspection with JTB at 1530hrs and they decided to call me at 1300hrs to say they would like to make it earlier cuz they're already in the area so i confidently told them 1400hrs. so i had to rush down to work by cab and i only got there around 1420hrs. oops i forgot that the idiotic IT fair was still on for today. anyways i was really apologetic when i got there but it seemed like they were enjoying their drinks at lobby lounge. cheapos. and the whole site was done in less than 20mins. bloody waste of my sunday to go back to work. ended up clearing abit of work and headed off to have some coffee with nickole and frankie. i miss those days we used to hang out after work... oh wells... life moves on.. even tho i hope time would standstill now so that i dont have to go back to work tomorrow! arghhhhhhh..

this sucks..

i've never seen chums in sucha foul mood before. it scares me... alot. its as if she were about to chew off someone's head? i dont wanna be that someone who gets her head chewed off... so i stayed out of her way as much as i could but being noisy me it didnt work very well. im sorry if i still got on your nerves even though the signs were shouting 'LEAVE ME ALONE!' as u can see i dont read signs very well but i like to think of myself as quite smart when it comes to reading road signs tho.

i dunno wad i can do to cheer u up but it upsets me to see u like that also. i hope u see this and by then u're feeling a teeny weeny bit betta then juz now? if there's one thing i can do to make u feel betta pls do let me know and i'll try my best to...

makes me wonder.. am i partially/fully the cause of u being in sucha foul mood thats why u didnt wanna talk to me too? well if i am.. im sorry. i didnt mean to... make u upset. i know to a certain extent u're not pleased that i didnt manage to leave and u havent been wanting to talk abt it because it didnt make me feel good. i never thought it wld in turn consume u and made u this scary person.. i really didnt wish for things to take the sudden turn and throw me off balance. im really at a loss myself. im juz passing each day as it comes...

im really sorry..

sex and the city

watched a whole season of sex and the city at von's place.. from the previous visit till yday and we completed the whole of season 6 i think. i like that show. never really got down to watching it before but its like once u start u can stop. im gonna get me dad to buy me the whole set of sex and the city and queer as folk dvds... queer as folk is another show i've always wanted to watch but never got a chance to so who cares if it burns a hole in dad's pocket... la la la!i cldnt care less! ha!

here are some phrases i came across from sex and the city.. some are cute, some make sense and some are juz too sex-inclined?! haha

"You can't be friends with a squirrel! A squirrel is just a rat with a cuter outfit." -Carrie

"Sex with an ex can be depressing. If it's good, you don't have it anymore; if it's bad, you just had sex with an ex." -Samantha

"Fuck me badly once, shame on you. Fuck me badly twice, shame on me." -Samantha (chum, u used something similar to this on me before right??)

"Practically all the relationships I know are based on a foundation of lies and mutually accepted delusion." -Samantha

oh of course one of the draws to watching sex and the city is jason lewis, he's really cute! and someone told me to go US and find someone like him. and my reply was i will, go to US and get acquainted to a guy (hopefully someone that looks 1/10 of jason lewis) and never come back here. hahaha *drools* i might juz turn damn straight if i can get my hands on someone so *swoons* fucking good looking! hubba hubba.... lol

i don't really fancy jogging..

so gf was telling me she planned to go jogging.. and taxidoor was like trying to plan bring her to west coast to jog? like huh i cant imagine... u mean he actually planned to drive there and job and drive home? sounds weird to me.. why can't u juz jog in the vicinity? petrol is not cheap! but anyhows i juz kept quiet... didnt wanna get myself into taxidoor's bad books. wont do me any good. heehee

so anyways after hearing all that talk how can u not get inspired to go for a jog yourself? so i got home grabbed some bread to munch on cuz i was STARVING and changed into my joggin attire... off i went together with my mp3 player to keep me entertained. so i didnt know where to head towards... i've abt tried every possible route around my area so my legs juz brought me towards ghim moh and i didnt wanna contest where my legs wanted to go cuz i needed it to bring me back home. was jogging then i suddenly remembered i dont like to jog. like yucks. its like the most boring exercise ever. its even worse to be jogging on a treadmill. gosh. can never figure out how come ppl enjoy jogging... yes i know ppl who actually REALLY do enjoy it. eeeeeeeks freeeeeeeeeaks! oh btw after i got back from my jog i decided to text gf and ask her if she brokea leg or something but ended up she didnt go jogging at all.. *rolls eyes to high heavens* but i saw that coming la... lol

now i feel bad for leaving my fellow girl in the office alone to fend for herself. im sorry but i really didnt feel like staying back in the office today. in fact i dont feel like it everyday but im being forced to cuz of the amount of work we have and no im not comparing the amount of work i have as to yours because i know yours is MASSIVE. u really need to start speaking up for yourself. if you don't no one will know you're suffering and you'll just have to bear with it in silence... you gotta wise up, girl....

past week sucks..

its been alot of hard work the past week... many late nights spent in the office. how long more must this go on for? from the looks of it, its gonna be like that till the day i leave. and now the question is when will i finally be able to leave? im neither here nor there now.. yes i am very disappointed in myself that i wasnt able to pull it off. and i dont need anyone of u rubbing it in. i feel bad enough as it is.

am glad that the unxpected is back in action at wala's after the loooooooooong cny break. they totally rawked last night! and of course i enjoyed it with the company of my comfort drink... mr kil-kenny. :P though i started to get sleepy sometime in btwn the sets but i got thru the very end where they always do an oldie mouldie song like a blast from the past kinda thing, something that the band has never played rehearsed together on.. it was a really weird song, something really out of the world. the song had an odd melody and some lyrics about Sally and Alice.... and 'who the fuck is Alice'??!! like huh... belle and i were totally lost and so the moment they finish we juz upped and left. ha. oh and i was really upset with my gf last night. texted her and she IGNORED me! i was really upset..... hmpfs!

alrights... im really bored now. shall wait for the sun to go down slightly and i'll go for my once-a-week jog.. not sure if it helps much after all the junk i eat for the entire week but at least im making an effort? ha nice try huh............. toodles~

P.S. I Love You..

finally got to watch the show.. i've been waiting and wanting to watch it since nov/dec last yr cuz i read about it on some magazine. well who's surprised they only decided to hold it back to valentine's to air it? bleh! i really liked the show! im a sucker for such shows... i cried so much i was shy to leave the theatre. i felt so much for 'Holly', my heart ached for her. *sniffs & sigh* i wonder i'll ever find someone who loves me so much that until when they die they do such things for me? i mean not that i want them to die but yea u get me, don't cha?

so after the movie, we decided to get out of town because it was too crowded for our comfort. we hate crowds. decided to find a quiet place to sit down and have a couple of beers while we talk. ended up in this nice bar at ann siang hill. nice and quiet place to chill but im guessing the bar wont last for much longer. then again along that stretch there's many more bars and restaurants to venture on to. talked alot and i realised we've drifted very far apart all this time. i hope u buck up and move on.. think i've done all i can to help u back on ur feet, the rest is all up to u now.

after ann siang hill we moved on to robertson quay. that place used to only have a few restaurants and bars now like at least 10-20 others have spruced out of no where. mainly jap restaurants. settled for a beer place which served pizzas and finger food, wasnt all too bad cuz they had kilkenny! i mean no matter how bad the food was there's kilkenny so all is fine still! but the food wasnt all that bad. im juz tryin to praise the existence of kilkenny. lol. so we juz sat there and talked/drank so much more until the sleepiness sank in and we decided to call it a day.

'Now being without you takes a lot of getting used to
I should learn to leave with it..

You're a hard habit to break'

i think i've finally done it...