my newfound jealousy

darn! the weekend has come and is goin off in a jiffy. its so not fair. havent had time to do much... and so i was back at my fav hangout yday. didnt drink hoe tho, settled for kilkenny (refer back to my previous post on hoe overdose).

i think i really like shirlyn from the unxpected. dont ya all think she excudes attitude? *swoons* can never get enough of her singing albeit the bunch of malay/indian a**holes (im sorry for sounding racist but i dont see other races behaving like them) who were making a hell lotta NOISE.

anyways i texted my fellow emo elmo to tell her i like shirlyn and her reply was like 'ha i already know that. took you long enough to realise!' .............................. *speechless*



today i actually managed to get up at 9am to go to church with mummy, zachy and my bro. sis-in-law is out of town. hasn't been a great wk for me, didnt sleep well becuz of some weird incident. think when ur spirits are low, things tend to happen to u. it was quite a good sermon today, abt xmas. the pastor's quite interesting, brought in alot of present day incidents that we can relate too and also with some humour. who knows i might juz go back to church on a regular basis... and it helps that mum keeps insisting? besides i get to play with zach who drooled all over me today *tsk*. best thing when i pecked him on his cheek he went like 'wet wet, wet wet' when he's the one drooling all over! *rolls eyes* but i still love him... silly ah poo.

dedicated to my one and only crabbie...

no matter how far away u are, u know deep down inside i still love u. *muaks*

hoe overdose.

after a long long time ah ho finally decided to ask me to wala's, well how could i reject her even though i was down with bad stomach cramps? had to ask skinny chums along cuz i miss her so much. thanks for making the effort to come down after a long day at work. =) ah ho asked ah yao along cuz they bumped into each other at work but ah yao played us out, i kinda expected it la. bello and al cldnt make it too cuz they had ent with the hrcc idiots. buncha fools trying to fleece us juz cuz they're gonna help to answer the rsvns phonecalls. comp stay and free meals at our outlets. bah!


anyways back to wala's.. so ah ho and i were deciding what we were gonna drink and we decided on hoe and i looked ard and realise that they have the big 750ml bottles back! woooohooo! in all excitement i ordered 4 bots of it, being 1 for 1 we ended up with 8 bots and only 3 of us to finish it. oh gosh... when chums came at 11ish ah ho and i were only done with 5 bots. the moment we finished the 5th bot i felt sick already. met up with my fellow emo elmo cuz she was ard the area. anyways good for u that u've decided to stay off cigs but your reasoning is crap! lol. oh and i was damn sad shirlyn wasnt singing. some malay guy stood in for her cuz she's on holiday in melbourne and he had damn alot of actions while singing which ah ho totally detested. she said he looked like 'sun wu kong' incarnate? haha. so after the 3rd set we were left with 2 unopened bots which i asked the waitress what could we do about it and she was like u can take it away. which she put it in the ugliest plastic bag and i felt like a swine having to bring it out. oh wells... so the 2 bots are now with chums and she's gonna put it at her shop so we can go by and chill after work. cool..... am looking forward to that.

from one blog to another..

dont feel like blogging about the past week at work cuz it has just been as sucky as its always been. but instead this entry will be about a friend's blog which i was looking at, it kinda like sparked some interest in me to wanna elaborate further on it?

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here are some references taken from her blog.

'Humans r contradicting, weak n watever shit u can tink of. They alwaz succumb to lust, temptation, greed, fame n materialism (trust me).'

'Coz im only human, its an ez excuse. Tis is my fate. don't probe, don't ask, don't question and juz mind your ur own business.'

'I wld say dat Im a practical person. I can be in e same job for a fuckin decade, juz like I can be in a r/s for a decade.'
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i agree on the part on humans. i think we all do and we are all victims ourselves at one time or another for giving in to lust, temptation, greed, fame, materialism. you'll probably have to be a saint or something to be able to curb giving in to such. thats very sad, its gonna cause the fall of all mankind. ok i know im exaggerating here. and yes dont we always say 'we're only human' when we get ourselves into some shit we try to get out of? this is something we cant retaliate against, like duh right unless u're really not human?! yea so we'll just continue blaming it on us being human, blame it on fate, blame it on a force stronger than us... the blame game. oz principle! dont we all at some point of our lives find it sucha drag like as if the world owes us something when in fact it doesnt? how our lives can always be better especially when we start comparing it to those we are better off than us? but have we tried comparing ourselves to those we arent doing better than us? NO. why cant we just be contented with what we have? why do we have all this mechanism in us that makes us want to have more than what we already do?

and lastly i can never be as practical as my friend. be in the same job for a decade? be in a r/s for a decade? I CANT, especially not with my present job. be in the same r/s for a decade? from the looks of it very soon i'd be able to take up the vow of celibacy? hahahaha cant believe i said that and tickled myself.

sheer stupidity and immense irresponsibility..

and so the topic of my blog has once again been proven to me by the one. and here i am sitting here in utter disgust and in full contempt of the one. like i always say some ppl ought to be shot and on this fine day i found another one to add to my hit list. ppl on my hit list, thank ur lucky stars im not a sniper or all of u wld have been long dead and faded away into the past like how a cockroach is being stepped on and u dun even give two hoots abt it. BAH!



my sincere apologies to my honourable mimi who always has to listen to me nag and thereafter feel helpless and keep telling me to relax. im sure u can empathise with my frustration. sometimes i juz dunno wad to do, im sure u can understand how i feel? can u all please knock some sense into the thick numbskull of the one? and i still cant believe he's been promoted to senior. i promise u all i'd nv call FO and ask for a snr in future if thats the kinda snrs u all have. im sorry this may sound rude and yes its personal but i dont give a shit after the way he spoke to me this afternoon. yes, disregard me if u muz but to me u are NOTHING. and from now on i will only selectively choose to speak to the 5 of u remaining peeps, my groupies. the rest can all juz die for all i care.

~HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A WOMAN SCORNED~

beautiful saturday..

had fun on saturday... was supposed to go back to work to finish up some stuff but it didnt quite work out. i always plan to go back to work on saturdays but end of the day i keep putting it off. it juz shows how much i detest goin to work. *pukes* bad enough that i stayed at work till ard 11pm on friday.

so anyways lemme speak of my fun saturday. mum woke me up at ard 1130 to prepare and head out for lunch with my extended family members cuz one of my uncles is leaving for Doha next wk to work for 2yrs, to construct the airport there. kinda like a farewell lunch for him and at the same time to celebrate my grandpop's bday which is like a wk away. so they organised for lunch at a chinese restaurant at orchid country club, we always go there cuz apparantly the head chef there is my grandpop's 'disciple'. yea my grandpop's used to be a chef and he used to stay with my family when i was younger like in pri sch, maybe that explains why im obese cuz i grew up with unhealthy but super yummylicious food! haha. Zach was ard too and of cuz he was the centre of attraction cuz its been a very long while since we had sucha young kid amongst us. here are some pics we took....


'YUM SING!' we'll always use this stunt to cheat zach into drinking his water and it works all the time.. haha


Zach dancing... can u see how bored i am? i was actually wearing zach's hat. hahaha


mum and her siblings.. short of the uncle who's leaving for Doha. she has 4 siblings. and of cuz Zach and the aunt next to my mum are not her siblings la. -duh-

alright thats abt all the pics i have for the family gathering. after lunch went home to rest abit and then took a cab to meet suew, liah, norain, nickole at central for dinner. pasta waraku. again its nothing to shout abt. kinda overpriced too. no pics for this... shall wait for liah and norain to start posting the pics and then i'd grab it from them cuz they were the ones with the digicams and they practically took pics of everything! *rolls eyes* i never quite liked taking pics anyways. oh then after dinner we headed to cineleisure to watch 'beowulf' haha and we kept calling it BEO-WOLF when in fact its BEAR-WOLF but we had abit of time to waste before the show started so we had some drinks at a cafe on the 2nd flr of cine. dunno the name but they loan out board and card games so we borrowed uno. ha retard.. we only managed to complete 2 games within 45mins? and both games suew lost! and liah was the naggy one who hates me cuz i kept making her draw many many cards cuz she didnt have any red cards! wahahaha. so after that we proceeded for the movie but i didnt really enjoy it. to begin with animation is not my cuppa tea and the only person who looked real in the show was angelina jolie, like y am i not surprised. ha. liah had real difficulties trying to stay awake and she dozed off a couple of times.. tsk. anyways had fun with my girlies! and as always i miss those times we slogged and bitched at work! those were the days.... lol

unbearable..

the days at work are really getting intolerable. chums mood at work seems to get worser by the day. think we all need a break. as in really break free and not be in the slightest way associated with the shithole we are in now. *sigh* felt sick today. in fact we all feel sick the moment we step foot into the shithole. the repulsive symptoms we suffer from. makes me nauseous. that aside...

watched the wizard of oz at work today.. its becuz of some oz principles course that we all have to go through. i kinda enjoyed it cuz it was a long long time ago since i watched it and i only remembered bits and pieces of it. cant say the same for the rest think most of the rest of the audience probably never watched it before. sometimes i feel glad for the stuff my mum exposed us to when we were kids. the kinda shows she let us watch and the songs we listened to. i feel she gave us the best and made sure we didnt miss out on anything good. chums like i always tell u i have good upbringing! :P

i took half day leave yday so that i could go queue up for the linkin park concert. bad move cuz i ended up only leaving work ard 6 didnt see the bloody point of taking leave when in the end i leave at ard the same time as i knock off. wasted half a day's leave due to another individual's incompetence and unhelpfulness. oh wells when skinny and i got there it was a lil before 7 there was already a long queue but somehow due to some reason we managed to cut the queue got an ok place to stand at. i dont think i'd ever buy standing tickets for any concert again. too old can't stand for long and hate rubbing and squeezing with smelly and sweaty ppl (esp the matts). *eeks* so the show started an hr late and only lasted 1.5hrs. overall i felt it was only an ok performance. nothing to scream abt. good experience but dont think i'd do it again. right skinny chum? -_-