beautiful saturday..

had fun on saturday... was supposed to go back to work to finish up some stuff but it didnt quite work out. i always plan to go back to work on saturdays but end of the day i keep putting it off. it juz shows how much i detest goin to work. *pukes* bad enough that i stayed at work till ard 11pm on friday.

so anyways lemme speak of my fun saturday. mum woke me up at ard 1130 to prepare and head out for lunch with my extended family members cuz one of my uncles is leaving for Doha next wk to work for 2yrs, to construct the airport there. kinda like a farewell lunch for him and at the same time to celebrate my grandpop's bday which is like a wk away. so they organised for lunch at a chinese restaurant at orchid country club, we always go there cuz apparantly the head chef there is my grandpop's 'disciple'. yea my grandpop's used to be a chef and he used to stay with my family when i was younger like in pri sch, maybe that explains why im obese cuz i grew up with unhealthy but super yummylicious food! haha. Zach was ard too and of cuz he was the centre of attraction cuz its been a very long while since we had sucha young kid amongst us. here are some pics we took....


'YUM SING!' we'll always use this stunt to cheat zach into drinking his water and it works all the time.. haha


Zach dancing... can u see how bored i am? i was actually wearing zach's hat. hahaha


mum and her siblings.. short of the uncle who's leaving for Doha. she has 4 siblings. and of cuz Zach and the aunt next to my mum are not her siblings la. -duh-

alright thats abt all the pics i have for the family gathering. after lunch went home to rest abit and then took a cab to meet suew, liah, norain, nickole at central for dinner. pasta waraku. again its nothing to shout abt. kinda overpriced too. no pics for this... shall wait for liah and norain to start posting the pics and then i'd grab it from them cuz they were the ones with the digicams and they practically took pics of everything! *rolls eyes* i never quite liked taking pics anyways. oh then after dinner we headed to cineleisure to watch 'beowulf' haha and we kept calling it BEO-WOLF when in fact its BEAR-WOLF but we had abit of time to waste before the show started so we had some drinks at a cafe on the 2nd flr of cine. dunno the name but they loan out board and card games so we borrowed uno. ha retard.. we only managed to complete 2 games within 45mins? and both games suew lost! and liah was the naggy one who hates me cuz i kept making her draw many many cards cuz she didnt have any red cards! wahahaha. so after that we proceeded for the movie but i didnt really enjoy it. to begin with animation is not my cuppa tea and the only person who looked real in the show was angelina jolie, like y am i not surprised. ha. liah had real difficulties trying to stay awake and she dozed off a couple of times.. tsk. anyways had fun with my girlies! and as always i miss those times we slogged and bitched at work! those were the days.... lol

unbearable..

the days at work are really getting intolerable. chums mood at work seems to get worser by the day. think we all need a break. as in really break free and not be in the slightest way associated with the shithole we are in now. *sigh* felt sick today. in fact we all feel sick the moment we step foot into the shithole. the repulsive symptoms we suffer from. makes me nauseous. that aside...

watched the wizard of oz at work today.. its becuz of some oz principles course that we all have to go through. i kinda enjoyed it cuz it was a long long time ago since i watched it and i only remembered bits and pieces of it. cant say the same for the rest think most of the rest of the audience probably never watched it before. sometimes i feel glad for the stuff my mum exposed us to when we were kids. the kinda shows she let us watch and the songs we listened to. i feel she gave us the best and made sure we didnt miss out on anything good. chums like i always tell u i have good upbringing! :P

i took half day leave yday so that i could go queue up for the linkin park concert. bad move cuz i ended up only leaving work ard 6 didnt see the bloody point of taking leave when in the end i leave at ard the same time as i knock off. wasted half a day's leave due to another individual's incompetence and unhelpfulness. oh wells when skinny and i got there it was a lil before 7 there was already a long queue but somehow due to some reason we managed to cut the queue got an ok place to stand at. i dont think i'd ever buy standing tickets for any concert again. too old can't stand for long and hate rubbing and squeezing with smelly and sweaty ppl (esp the matts). *eeks* so the show started an hr late and only lasted 1.5hrs. overall i felt it was only an ok performance. nothing to scream abt. good experience but dont think i'd do it again. right skinny chum? -_-

getting lazier to blog..

been feelin lazy to blog recently. even when i m bothered to log on most of the time im juz snooping ard trying to read my personal emails or im juz chatting over msn. dont really remember most of wad happened during the early wk. my recollection only begins from thurs onward... so i shall start from thurs..

thurs
damn happy cuz its PH and didnt have to go to work... spent most part of the day sleeping. had tix to go watch zhang hui mei concert. it wasnt too bad. we had comp tix becuz she was staying with us(theres a whole dramatic story to how the tix ended up with us but i dun quite wanna go thru it now cuz it'd piss me off) but the view was kinda restricted but cant complain. it was kinda like a ktv session for me cuz we sing quite abit of her songs durin our ktv outings and furthermore they had like lyrics flashin across the huge screens. had a gd time with chummy. as long as shes ard im happy. hahaha.. dUh.

fri
HORRIBLE day at work and i kinda realised everytime that fat piece of crap is on leave i'd be terribly pissed with him. may he die when i go on leave during dec. im so looking forward to it and i hope gg goes on leave too so he'd really really die and understand how i feel even tho i think i do very good passovers and dun leave a bad after-taste for ppl who take over my duties. my msn tagline was.. ''some ppl juz ought to DIE.. for a good cause' yea self-explanatory. moving along.. i rcvd a trunk call from my boss who's in hkg tellin me very subtly that i needed to stay for my group which was checking in past midnight. damn sad. i had to stay over at the hotel and the whole group check in saga ended at ard 3am and i had to get up the next morning at 730am to watch over the group breakfast. sigh..

sat
so i started off my day really early. at 730am... headed back to the room to sleep at 9+am... woke up again at 12nn to go back to work. thank goodness thru all this i had aL's company which really made cheered me up a lil. i mean its like disgusting having to go thru all this alone la and she so happened to need to work as long hrs as me (for her its fricking long hrs anytime anyday :x) i persuaded her to leave work at 5 with me to go meet bello at bishan so that i cld go get a haircut at my usual salon. surprisingly it wasnt crowded like usual.. being a sat. so i decided to colour my hair too. and the 2 poor girls had to wait for me la... heh. went to J8 for dinner at 'ding tai feng' and while we were walkin ard after that we all decided to go catch a movie even tho aL and i were like totally dead after only having a few hrs of sleep. so bello decided on watchin stardust, the showtime was like 0005hrs and when we bought the tix it was only 2200hrs meanin we had 2hrs to burn. aL wanted to 'repaint' her nails so we went to get nailpolish and we ended up at some void deck, with bello helpin aL to paint her nails.. so not my cuppa tea so i was sitting there reading on the 8days i bought to entertain myself. ok stardust is not too bad. watchable. very fairytale kinda show. had major problems forcing myself to stay awake thruout the show but i managed to. when the show finally ended i was like yawnin nonstop.... zipped home and knocked out shortly after.

sun
didnt do much today was catchin up on my sleep. feel like im coming down with a sore throat.. am feeling groggy too. shucks. alrights gonna find something eat... ciaos.

beer+food marathon...

been feeling lazy to blog recently.. so lemme try to recap what happened for the past week. so juz skip the work week and head straight into the weekend... starting from thurs...

went to paul's on thurs cuz taxidoor had a dinner to attend, meaning chum could go out with us! heh.. it was funny as usual cuz bello was around.

fri.. didnt manage to accomplish much at work cuz we all went to another hotel for site inspection and spent a good half of the afternoon there. tried their cheesecake and omg it was so goooooood (is this a giveaway?). saw their refurbished rooms and their meeting facilities.. dont have much to say but maybe ccs shouldnt think so highly of themselves anymore? but they think otherwise.... oh wells.. its another one of those ideas i get whereby 'its me against the whole world'... headed to bello's house for the much-anticipated dinner, where i didnt manage to guess what main course we were gonna have. but before that we went to carrefour to buy booze cuz silly bello bought 18cans of carlsberg... and like WHO DRINKS CARLSBERG??! so we decided on hoegaarden. and al made us buy 2 pomelo's for bello's granny... urm like how they always say cannot go to ppl's house empty handed? haha.. bello's house is nice... very cosy. so we had mushroom soup, spaghetti with meatballs, mango pudding. yummy but had overdose of meatballs. and its ikea meatballs. nice. watched sound of music as we planned to but al and chums were battling to stay awake... and chums failed in battle... i'd love to post the pic of her sleepin but she'd kill me so i'd better not. heh. then we also had some drama cuz her granny wasnt home by like 2am. but ended up granny had abit to drink and i guess she forgot abt the time. so worrying! but she got home safe... thats all that matters!

sat... was supposed to go to work and do some work but i woke up feelin sick and tired of work so i decided not to go work. met chums and taxidoor at suntec for pepper lunch! like finally... yummys. after that we went to the car showrooms to check out which car to get. quite decided on mitsubish lancer. the older model. test drove both the old and new models. the new model looks nicer and fiercer but we felt its abit noisier too. but i guess the deciding factor was that the new EX model is like 8k more than the old model. but now daddy is giving me problems... i have a stinking feeling he's not serious abt gettin a car. *sigh* we shall see... so after checkin out the cars we went to ikea to walk ard and bello met us there. had dinner at the hawker ctr across the rd then taxidoor dropped us off at wala's. my comfort drinking place... shirlyn got a new haircut and it looks good on her.

ok i shall stop here... been having a horrible pounding headache for the whole day... i shld get more rest altho i've been already sleepin most part of today....

finally managed to catch up on some work today

finally after rushing ard on fri and sat becuz of the dumbass group, kinda settled down today and managed to warm my lonely seat. had alot of shit left over from last wk.. cleared most of it today but there's still somemore left. hopefully i can lessen it in the next few days so that i can be doing more updated stuff. at the rate im going and if my boss finds out... im gonna be so dead but then again i know there'll always be someone more backdated and slower than me. so.... i dont really care.

my chummies met each other today and smally told me skinny juz got skinnier.. aye all the efforts i went thru to fatten her up before. gone... all down the drain. haha. my poor skinnier? she's been buzzing ard with her restaurant and stuff.. its like i havent seen her in the longest time. tsk. and skinny u'd better go with me to the linkin park concert... else, else... i also dunno wad i'd do. havent quite decided yet. hmmms.. maybe i'd go to ur restaurant and 'chai zhao pai'? u know like those kungfu flicks 'ti guan, chai zhao pai'! ok now im beginning to be a lil crappy. heh... i better log off and go stare at my room walls or something... ciaos.

'I started counting teardrops and at least a million fell
My eyes began to swell
And all my dreams were shattered
All at once

Ever since I met you
You're the only love I've known
And I can't forget you
So I must face it all alone

All at once
I'm drifting on a lonely sea
Wishing you'd come back to me
And that's all that matters now
All at once
I'm drifting on a lonely sea
Holding on to memories
And it hurts me more than you know
So much more than it shows
All at once..'

cant cry hard enough..

i think my good friend who's named insomnia is here to stay with me.. through thick and thin. after countless bots of hoes' and resorting to puffing cigs outside my rm's window with the door closed, im mentally drained and physically strained yet im still not sleepy. its almost 3am and it doesnt help with sucha song playing.. and its true when i say 'my sanity hangs by a thread' and may i add its a very thin thread... God save my soul..

I'm gonna live my life
Like every day's the last
Without a simple good-bye
It all goes by so fast

And now that you're gone
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

I'm gonna open my eyes
And see for the first time
I've let go of few like
A child letting go of his kite

There it goes up in the sky
There it goes beyond the clouds
For no reason why
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

I'm gonna look back in vain
And see you standing there
When all that remains
Is just an empty chair

And now that you're gone
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

There it goes, up in the sky
There it goes, beyond the clouds
For no reason why
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now

been a busy wk at work..

realised i haven't had the time to log on at home to blog. looking back i used to do it so often. its amazing where i found the strength to log on after a long and sucky day at work and to blog abt it. oh wells.... lemme summarize my wk at work..... hmms.....

then again for the past wk i've been busy mainly because of the dumb artiste group. took up hell lot of my time to sort out their ever-so-often changes, so damn troublesome coordination with the various departments(and it didnt help that some particular dept was damn bloody UNHELPFUL), ever-demanding organisers where everyone gives different instructions and the best part of all they're all bloody cheapos-with low budgets and paying lousy rates. makes me wonder why i have to work so hard?!

decided to drop all my work yday so that i cld head to the FO chalet with the few nice ppl who bothered to wait awhile for me to finish up with my work. still dunno whether it was a gd or bad move for me to go but it doesnt matter anymore cuz the fact is that i went. felt quite out of place but it was still nice seeing all the buddies who braved countless storms with me in the past. those were the gd old days. im very happy for those who have moved on and i pray for those who havent that their day will come soon. left the chalet with a heavy heart that was filled with regret and guilt but i shan't elaborate on that..

in the past week i found out a piece of news that was kinda disheartening for me. i dont understand y there muz be politics at work and why i have to be subjected to it. dont understand why some ppl can be so evil? i dont believe i've done anything towards u. i did my part and served my purpose. why is it u have to always stick up like a sore thumb when things goes against u? honestly, at ur level u shld learn how to be more forgiving and learn how to let go when u have to. u're sucha sad bitch, pls get a life.

today's the longest Saturday ever i spent at work ever since i transferred to sales. yea it had to be the dumbass artiste group. to all those fans, i honestly dont understd wads all the commotion abt? they're all juz humans, except they may be slightly better lookin than the normal chaps u see on the streets? if i didnt remember wrongly i nv did idolise anyone in sucha way. thank goodness. if i ever had kids like that who'd spend unneccesarily to like charter a maxi cab to follow the idols ard or book a rm at like a few hundred bucks, i'd hit the living daylights outta them! and to think i had to be a human barricade.. some dumb girl was actually pushing me from behind and started screaming, i already had this horrible frickin pondin headache and i was like abt to like punch the next person who irritated me. so i turned ard and stared DAMN hard at her, thats when she moved back and stopped screaming. *sigh* teenage girls.. plain irritating. stayed ard till 10+pm.. now im with my bot of hoe, listening to sappy oldies mp3s.. all im missing is a ciggie. *sighhhhHHhhhhHhhhhhh*