i need a break...

its only the end of my 3rd wk at s&m and i barely made it thru alive. its tough. very tough. had a drink with yvonne yday where we had a heart-to-heart talk and i wld suppose she knows wad im goin thru now. but without her, my best co-ord, JW, AW, GG and at times IY i dunno how i'd survive. i cant help to feel like im a pain in the ass when i ask them countless qns, how im burdening them but i cant help it wor. im juz clueless but im trying... lets see how it goes from now forth....

anyways im happy that TC has approved my 1 day leave on the 27/7 so KL here i come. i need a break away from the ppl at work, the ppl i hang ard with.. think i shall juz go there and meditate during the day and party at night. am so looking forward to it.

-looking at attaining enlightenment??-

S & M doesnt allow big watches?!

today marks the starting of my 3rd wk at s&m. which is also the day that i've done the most work. did 1 site inspection with JW, did 1 on my own, quoted quite a few group rates and drew up a few proposals. i think of the 2 prev wks today was the only 1 day i had close close contact with TC cuz i needed her to approve a few rates. hmmms.. actually i feel its kinda intimidating when gettin close to TC. imagine waitin outside her office for ur turn to be called in and while waitin u'd think abt all the possible qns she might ask cuz she's the kind that will ask mind-boggling qns so we're all taught to be well-prepared before approaching her. then when its ur turn and she calls u in.. the atmosphere in her office is very cold and still and scary! but it didnt turn out as bad as i expected it to be la... except she commented that my watch is too big and i replied but i only have big watches (i had to say it la, being myself) and she gave me the then dun wear one to work face. oh wells so now i need to find a smaller watch to wear?! which i dun have any lor... CRAP!

my beloved FO department..

I was talkin to junen this morning then it suddenly hit me how badly manned FO is. its not like all of us havent realised.. DiQ and I were chatting the other day and both of us mentioned that we sympathise with FO's predicament and we wld love to go back and help but somehow we made decisions to leave and its juz not up to us to say that we wanna go turn back now. DiQ's happy where he is now.. as for myself I cant really say im happy but im still surviving i suppose. starting anew is nv easy.. but i guess its the friends that we've made over the yrs that make us feel that pinch and not wanting to leave u all in a lurch..

I still feel pretty much attached to FO. everyone in sales are still askin me FO-concerning qns (maybe cuz those qns are the only ones i can answer confidently) lemme juz say this.. i wld nv in my capacity do anything to sabotage anyone or anything concerning FO ok! thats how u peeps mean to me. with all that said if u all short of AM during my off days and can afford to pay me casual labour ($10 perhaps? ;P) to cover the desk, pls feel free to call my hotline k? its 1800-sue-lynf. *grins*

anyways this post is to all my FO buddies.... nickelodeon, no-rain, helmi cute, tg, ah tee, craigy, halie-walie mayte, pasir ris hilton-fazie(even tho u're with ef). im so so so sorry i missed u out, i was counting and counting and counting but it was juz too early and as u all know i suck at math! LIAH! pls forgive me... *kneels down and begs for forgiveness* i salute u all for coming together as a team to pull FO thru this dark period. and im sure for myself, suew and DiQ.. we wld have loved to be part of the team but oh wells.. we'll still be ard rooting for u guys!! jia you!! gambate!!
-can u all imagine im almost tearing as i write up this post, wad a weakling! haha-

zachy boy was here..

i was sleeping till ard noon then i heard some kiddo started making ALOT of noise and it sounded very near. opened my door and walked out cuz i wanted to know where the humongous amount of noise was coming from then i saw my bro and zachy boy! bro brought zach here cuz he said he was sick of entertaining him for the whole morning! haha my sis-in-law went for a church camp for 3 days and will only be back tmr. anyways as i was saying zach was here and he startin throwin everything ard and mind u its not like my house is not messy enough! but it was good that bro brought him here cuz he also fixed my comp at the same time! whoopie doos. but again i wonder how long it'll live before it goes into coma again.

didnt do much today also cuz it was rainin pretty heavily outside. u know ever since i started working i've always wanted to get a job which gives me the wkend off so that i can do stuff like going for picnis, swimming, grocery shopping... but now that im gettin it im too lazy to carry out any of those.. lets see whether i'll get down to doin any anytime soon. *ponders* actually the wkends off are really to make up for the really long days during the wkdays. i've calculated and it juz doesnt seem to add up wor.. on a typical day i start work at 845 and end at ard 9?? and mind u im new and havent really felt the magnitude of work yet.. now i can understand y von and reg can work till the wee hrs in the morn.... -_-

been away.. for the same reasons.

Hi all,

I know i havent been blogging as frequently as before and as i wld like to. i'd love to think i have my valid reasons? my home comp is dead (as always) and i cant really log on during work to blog (now im like doing it on the sly, using my huge mass to block the monitor). hahaha. work has been like in outer space meaning.. i've been floating ard feeling very lost. there's too much goin on and i i cant absorb. too much to learn. it saddens me alot that i dun think im doin as well as i expected to. oh wells.. life's sometimes a bitch.

alrights i need to go nows. see ya all around.

2nd last day and counting..

past few days have been very crappy.. work has been sucky and a fellow positioned individual has been getting on my nerves. makes me wonder why should i be excelling in my job when that person who acts dumb ( i dunno whether he's acting dumb or really dumb? hmm..) and as result do lesser and i have to watch over him gets the same pay or maybe even more than me! enough is enough.. and i got some news that kept me pondering.. i shant touch on that for now.

anyways juz had a good laugh when ah yin showed me an sms from one of her guy friends who's in australia now. he sent her a very rhymy sms that was to the extent of being very corny. i think after im done with this blog i shall help her come up with something very rhymy to counter him! haha have i told u i excel at crappy rhymy shit too? shall make that guy's day and let him know that there's a rhymy duel abt to come.. wahahahahahaha

so to touch more on my shift today.. it was busy for the first part but it got fun during the later part. i checked in a few irritating guests and they ended up being more irritated then me! im impressed at how i retaliated towards a few guests that i normally wun be bothered to do so but if i dont do it now i might nv get a chance to again! tmr shall be the last day of my battle towards the evil ones. its now or never... *grrrrrr grinds teeth* shall update all again on my last day tmr.. for now i shall spend the next hr dedicated to ah yin's rhymy one... hahaha :P

like whats up seven up.. u need ta know u're not the only one who knows a rhyme because in no time u'll find i'll give ya a run for ur money.. more then a dime :)

dbl cheeseburger.. how satisfying.. *yums*

so again the supper at canteen sucked. decided to order macdonalds and only mei was game enough to join me. she had a chicken foldover and i had a dbl cheeseburger. yummy. now i feel fat yet satisfied. hahaha

earlier on when tg was still ard, snooped a ciggy from her and the few puffs that i took felt weird? the taste was funny.. u all muz be wondering y did i only have a few puffs? the reason is cuz we were smoking juz outside the bell desk until ben came over waving at us frantically that TC was on her way out. geeez of cuz i put out the ciggy immediately and escaped thru oscar's. hey she's gonna be my new boss alright!!! i might juz stop smoking altogether or juz turn social.. smoke only when i go for drinks or clubbing. save alot of money le... u dun realise it until u really stop buyin cigs. it seems like u have much more cash to spend? or maybe its juz me feeling ditzy? haha

ok i have to go back to blockin my rms. mayte says suew has had enough practice already. afterall when she's midnight she blocks rms for us too wad! true but nickole didnt allow me too mar... aiya these girls r so difficult to please... anyways i shall block, like how many more chances do i have!!!!