lazing & drinking my days away..

past few days haven't had much to do so i've caught up on abit of telly... i was watchin "Who's line is it anyway" i used to love that show. damn fricking hilarious! suddenly a thought came across my mind its like sucha simple pleasure in life yet i dont get to enjoy simple things like that? i seriously dont want my life to go on the way it is for the past year. its been too long, too much to take and its slowly eating me inside.

i wanna move on, i have to move on. then again life is always about wanting something but not being able to get it? now i got myself stuck in something i dunno how to get myself out of or do i even wanna get myself outta it? u see.... me life stinks.

so glad im on leave for 1 day tmr... at least i can avoid the monday blues. u all will not understand how precious juz goin on ONE day leave means to me. laze laze laze laze laze.......... let me hope and pray that nobody from the office or clients calls me tmr.... *rolls eyes*

hello.. its been a bloody long time.

yes trust me i know its been like a month since i got down to blogging.. there has been so many instances whereby i mention "i will definitely blog this down!" but yea knowing me i never quite got down to doing and once the moment passes, my memory fails me. ha like whats new?

time is never on my side. tell me i have bad time management skills but i seriously dont think the problem lies with me? why can't i go through a simple day like how others do.. a day where i can say "ok, time to go home cuz i've finished my work." i can never relate to that becuz my work is neverending.. i never go through a day feeling like i've accomplished enough and done all i am required to.. is this the way it has to be? alright enough of my endless grumbling...

moving on.....

the past week has been a queer one. my emotions are hard to decipher and even harder to control? shan't elaborate any further till i substantiate what im feeling?

"This ain't a movie no

No fairy tale conclusion ya'll

It gets more confusing everyday

Sometimes it's heaven sent

Then we head back to hell again

I hang up you call

We rise and we fall

And we feel like just walking away

As our love advances

We take second chances

Though it's not a fantasy

I still want you to stay

Take it slow

Maybe we'll live and learn

Maybe we'll crash and burn

Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,

maybe you'll return

Maybe another fight

Maybe we won't survive

But maybe we'll grow

We never know"

hello bello...

a brain fucking moment while chatting with belle...

[aђ fﻥй]™ says:
theres nothin much to watch on the movies
[aђ fﻥй]™ says:
except alot of local shit
BeLLe @ Work says:
true.. hahaha.. but i'm kinda in a movie mood
BeLLe @ Work says:
what show are u showing?
[aђ fﻥй]™ says:
har
BeLLe @ Work says:
har?
[aђ fﻥй]™ says:
wad show am i showing
[aђ fﻥй]™ says:
i dun show shows
[aђ fﻥй]™ says:
wtf u talking abt
BeLLe @ Work says:
hahahhaha
BeLLe @ Work says:
sorry laaaa
BeLLe @ Work says:
i'm sleepy

its been long while..

haven't had the time or patience to get down to blogging which explains my absence of almost a month away from here... work is sucking the life out of me. its juz terrible. am still wondering why i work so hard for? again it always boils down to the stinking thing called responsibility i have instilled in me. something that ppl nowadays lack of. my word of advice for ppl who just started out fresh into the workforce. be humble, work alot-talk very little and do not complain becuz u have not earned the fucking right to. damn it..

last friday was a day which i did not know to be happy or sad about. it was the departure of my best friend from work.. my chummy which evolved from just a colleague from another department to my boss to my confidante and really a very very good friend. i'll miss the days we've spent together at work. and of cos everyone has been asking wad'll happen to me after u leave, i seriously do not know. i'll never be able to find another 'partner' like u.. but that aside, im really happy that u made it out of the dumps that we're still stuck in. i really wish u well and that we'd still be in constant contact even after u've left ok?

"How do I say goodbye to what we had?
The good times that made us laugh
Outweigh the bad.

I thought we'd get to see forever
But forever's gone away
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

I don't know where this road
Is going to lead
All I know is where we've been
And what we've been through.

If we get to see tomorrow
I hope it's worth all the wait
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday.

And I'll take with me the memories
To be my sunshine after the rain
It's so hard to say goodbye to yesterday."

It's So Hard To Say Goodbye To Yesterday - Boyz II Men

another lazy sunday..

had great plans to spend the day with jilly but she came down with a bad tummyache... poor kiddo. hope she's feeling better now. u better get well soon... i still owe u a jap buffet dinner for your bday. in actual fact i have craving for sashimi. hahahaaaaaa

ended up meeting tg for coffee at starbucks and talking crap. i actually miss the times when the millenia starbucks had outside seating and we used to spend most of our days there after work talking nonsense, smoking and juz chilling out after a hard day's work. at that time starbucks was like my poison, something i cldnt get past a day without. oh wells it might not be a bad thing that they moved into the mall, think that move saved me ALOT of money.

after coffee went on to watch the mummy.. the seats at grand cathay suck. i didnt mean the location of the seats becuz we booked the tix so that was fine. i meant like everytime the person next to u moves u can feel it. it was damn annoying and it actually made me dizzy. the movie was ok.. action-packed. the kinda no brainer show suitable for viewing on a sunday. although it was weird how they switched in between english and mandarin. i mean i know its supposed to be as such becuz the title is like "THE MUMMY: TOMB OF THE DRAGON EMPEROR".. but to see michelle yeoh speak mandarin (not fantastic) in the beginning and then nearing the end she began to speak in fluent english.. and i was thinking to myself they had english classes back then cuz she's like immortal? wah seh she took the time to upgrade herself in her 2,000+ years... got herself english-educated. hahahahahaaaaaaa but still it was enjoyable to watch la.. =)

ok now im so dreading to go back to work in a few hours time... got tons of deadlines to meet, many already passed the due dates. sigh i feel like im so gonna die. everyday is like a struggle at work and i can only attribute it to 1 a**hole.. seriously, u're a f***ing pain in the a**.. u should really get a life and perhaps get a job which suits ur competence and capability.. which u know the match of such a job is zilch.... and like u say "watch out, what comes around goes around" may this befall on u too... burn........

National Day Parade Preview 020808

The overhyped-up highlight of the whole parade.... dig in! its almost 2 minutes long!

been another bad week..

"Not from the stars do I my judgment pluck;
And yet me thinks I have astronomy,
But not to tell of good or evil luck,
Of plagues, of dearths, or seasons' quality;
Nor can I fortune to brief minutes tell,
Pointing to each his thunder, rain and wind,
Or say with princes if it shall go well,
By oft predict that I in heaven find:
But from thine eyes my knowledge I derive,
And, constant stars, in them I read such art
As truth and beauty shall together thrive,
If from thyself to store thou wouldst convert;
Or else of thee this I prognosticate:
Thy end is truth's and beauty's doom and date."

[aђ fﻥй]™ says:
i needed a massage so i called my friend and then we ended up goin for a massage then we got hungry after that so we had a big meal, we felt fat after that so we went swimmin and we felt damn awake after that so we went for a movie.. ---> that was how i spent my sunday. wad a nice summary..

am getting lazy to blog... till next time, im bothered. ciaos......