im hoping it gets betta..

am trying to recuperate from a very bad week at work. im upset with everyone and i really dont see why i should be the one caught in between yet still the stinking responsibility in me forbids me to juz up and walk away... well i hope its over.

went to watch the happening on friday after work. duh show but mark wahlberg is cute as always.

sat i was supposed to go to work but ah wong called and disuaded me to go and i think it kinda worked cuz i ended up at kenko and signed up for a 12 session massage package and i ended up using 2 sessions at 1 go. went to work to sort out abit of stuff and pack up my desk becuz of some dumbass vip coming on tues.. like we really care right? ended up at wala of course and we had val with us.. but half the time she was fighting to stay away. she was tearing as if her bf juz dumped her or something and i was like stop it la before ppl ard us think im the one who dumped u! hahaha

now im preparing to go out to meet ah yin to watch another movie.. i think sg is so fucking boring.. i really dont wanna die here! dunno wad show also... the adam sandler one? luckily im driving kor's car else i think i'd be too lazy to go anywhere lo. im beginning to think im bored without mummy ard cuz on sundays she'd normally settle my meals. and im very hungry now.. thats the only reason why i got up at 4pm else i think i can sleep thru the whole day if i didnt have a stomach...?

sucky week..

had a long sucky week at work and the upcoming one should be just the same. because of the 1 sucky event im handling. cant wait for it to be over.

nothing much to blog about cuz its all been nothing but work. i need a break soon before i snap. im thinking whether i shld juz go check out the websites when i have more time, book an air ticket to some unexpected destination, get my leave approved, fix my accommodation then just pack up and leave? i might just do that... fweeeee

oh i went to the PC fair at Suntec yesterday. u all must be thinking im crazy right cuz im normally not the kinda person to go squeeze with like half of the sg population just to get a slightly better deal? well i happened to be at work yesterday and chums was also there so i went ahead lo since i wanted to get a new digicam. so i ended up buying a cam which was over my budget.. when i ever have the time to finally fix it up i suppose it'll mean u guys will see more pictures posted on my blog?

oh yah i went to wala too.. left work at ard a lil past 8 and of course we cldn't get any seats so we were standing for a good 2 sets. geeee... i cldnt feel my legs after that. and then my bestie had to leave me with her friend when i didnt feel like entertaining lo. luckily bello was ard. muahahaha.. bestie, pls hor next time wanna leave someone or something to me make sure its someone better looking or something more valuable?!!! hahahahahaaaaaaa oh oh oh... and shirlyn walked past us and smiled and waved at us but dumbie belle didnt realise. she was so cute la! fweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

the weekend gone just with a blink of the eye....

this weekend passed me by wayyyyyyy too quickly. lemme recap on the whole string of not so many events...



friday
went to dinner after work... went home shortly after. felt sleepy (1st time in a very long while i felt sleepy at 11pm!) and sickly, popped a cold panadol and a muscle relaxant and went to bed. woke up the next day at 4pm?!



saturday
was supposed to JB with "birdy" but it was pouring.. really heavily so we called it off. i dragged myself outta bed ard 5pm cuz i was starving. met up with tg, may, tee and ed for steamboat dinner. kinda enjoyable cuz of the weather. was gonna catch SATC at a lil past midnight. had alot of time to waste so we went for a beer. i love SATC! enjoyed every single bit of it.



sunday
got up and met belle.. she accompanied me to have my messy hair fixed. went to a new hairdresser today. not too bad, pretty inexpensive too. i might juz use her from now on.. jason irritates me la. he always makes me wait way too long for a sucky hair cut. ha. but i like him.. he's damn funny.. still.. he's not worth the time and distance for me to travel to go visit him!! did some shoppin and bought some stuff while waitin to catch kung fu panda. i thought it was funny but belle didnt find it funny. oh wells. i like jack black. he's cool. oh and we bumped into taxidoor and von who were gonna watch SATC so we ended up meeting for dinner at glutton's bay. it was an ok dinner.. chums, i agree that it wasnt as satisfying. i wonder why though? ok now its dreadful having to think that i have to be back at work in abt 9hrs time! *hyperventilates and passes out* maybe then i wldn't have to go to work? ha... nice try. bleaH!

a short story i came up with... enjoy!

there came a new boss named Bobby.. who was really only a white dog in disguise.

and Bobby had a defiant subordinate called Sue Lyn aka the Ultimate Bitch..

Moral of the story: Bobby should really stay out of Sue Lyn's way cuz she really doesn't give two hoots about him cuz he is afterall only the 2nd in command and... a white dog in disguise. period. *scratch ass*

*lol im mad... the pre monday jitters getting to me! wahahahahahahahahahaaaaaaa

take me away..

this time what I want is you

there is no one else

who can take your place

this time you burn me with your eyes

you see past all the lies

you take it all away

I've seen it all

and it's never enough

it keeps leaving me needing you

take me away

take me away

I've got nothing left to say

just take me away

I try to make my way to you

but still I feel so lost

I don't know what else I can do

I've seen it all

and it's never enough

it keeps leaving me needing you

take me away

take me away

I've got nothing left to say

just take me away

don't give up on me yet

don't forget who I am

I know I'm not there yet

but don't let me stay here alone

this time what I want is you

there is no one else

who can take your place

I've seen enough

and it's never enough

it keeps leaving me needing you

~Lifehouse, take me away..

tat sat with allyssa g/kat p, m9 sunday brunch & click five sunday

think the title already says it all. haha. well, allyssa g has been bugging me to bring her to do a tattoo and we finally got down to doing it yday. gosh the traffic into JB was horrendous. we ended up walkin in from the woodlands check point. check out her tat pics on FB (cant seem to post any pics here). she ended up doing 2! had fun with wendy also.. pui, now we know we cant go out with girly girls or we'd be bored to death! haha. had to give wala a miss because by the time we got back into sg it was ard 10+pm already.

got up early today (earlier then i normally do on the usual sundays) because i had a date with the girls, auntie irene/chummy von/crabbie reggie for sunday champagne brunch at M9. had good food and company, what more can i ask for? except for a huge check... darn expensive brunch. headed home for a rest and found zachy poo poo at my place. mum had to babysit cuz me bro had something on. spent some time messing ard with that lil cutie.

then... jilly came over and chauffered me to the indoor stadium to watch click five. the return transportation came with the free tix. it was a package deal that jilly offered me in exchange for my 'great almighty' company. even supper came complimentary. hahaha. its the first concert i've been to without knowing a frickin single song by the performer. didnt know wad the heck they were singing, totally unentertaining. i would have won an award if only they gave out one to the most unresponsive attendee of the concert. wahahahahaha.. i was so gonna fall asleep, i was looking ard at weird fans more then the stage. that was how bored i was. jilly... pls still bring me to concerts in future. i promise i'll learn the songs of the performers before i go with u! hee hee

Heal me, i'm heartsick

I'm hungry and i'm broken

I'm haunted, and weeping

The blood of heaven flowing like a river tonite, tears i can't fight on my own

I'm a haunted, heaving, i'm hung and barely breathing

The drowning ocean, snuff the sun in motion.

Theres a pill on my tongue, a shot from a gun , the bottles bottom

I'm lonely as a star

~No Vacancy - Heal me, I'm heartsick

wedding bells are ringing..

cw and lou finally got hitched.. it wasn't easy i heard but im glad they pulled thru it. here's to wishing them all the best. here's some pics we took. we're really a spastic bunch. LOL.

the couple with the cute lil girls

the bodyguards to the mini cooper.

the bride and i

the ever-spastic bride

the crazy bunch

me with wendy's big dumb glasses

that's wendy!

ok now to talk about the whole experience. the church part was abit duh. not that the church wasn't nice or anything but the pastor/priest.. or whatever u call him in catholic terms was really queer. he was slurring and half the time he didn't quite know what he was talking about or maybe it was just me that couldn't understand him? but i refuse to think the fault lies with me even though i was surviving on like 3hrs of sleep. ha. it looked disorganised, or rather he was the disorganised one?

then we proceeded to grand hyatt for the lunch reception. it was the same function room charlene had her wedding dinner at too. Sir Stamford Room. i didnt quite like that room. it looked old but yea its grand hyatt what do u expect? the food was nothing to shout about too. the service however i must say has improved. sorry for being such a critic. thats what working in a hotel does to u..

so anyways cw & lou hired some wedding planners to run the show for them. guess it takes alot of hassle away from both of them cuz they're both busy people. there was this wedding singer.. they sounded ok, did some up tempo songs not the boring stuff couples normally like to use. so anyways i was telling the rest IF I EVER get married i'd hire shirlyn and the unxpected to perform.. and yes my 'hop-in' instead of march in will still be to Fatboy Slim's, Rockefeller Skank . hahahahahahaaaa

angels or devils?

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna come here tonight
this is the last time - I will fall
into a place that fails us all - inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
but fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time
the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down
come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

this is the last time
that I'm ever gonna give in tonight
are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear - to see
still I can see the pain in you
and I can see the love in you
and fighting all the demons will take time
it will take time

the angels they burn inside for us
are we ever
are we ever gonna learn to fly
the devils they burn inside of us
are we ever gonna come back down - come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

if I was to give in - give it up
- and then
take a breath - make it deep
cause it might be the last one you get
be the last one that could make us cold
you know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

~Dishwalla, angels or devils.

today was probably the first time i've seen boss throw her temper. never seen her so upset before. it scares me.. scares me alot. i didn't mean for things to end up like that but i guess its about payback time. i've had enough of bitching and i seriously want to end it once and for all. im not asking for him to back down. i will... if only she'd allow me to. *sighs