another one bites the dust!

i really wanna go watch the queen musical, we will rock you. talked about it with gollaba & panahon last evening and we were supposed to go get the tix today but it totally slipped my mind! will do it tomorrow then or at the rate i procrastinate the run will end and i'd never be able to catch it untill who knows when.

oh and i think i jinxed myself. i was juz telling a friend yesterday that i was bored at work and it finally seems like its slowing down at work and then today i was like hit by a tornado or something. oh man... and the fat one got to me again. duds and gg was pissed with him too. still dont understand how a person like him can exist. and then i began to wonder if i annoy people so much too to the extent that they detest me? oh dear... that'd really be bad i'd really be upset. therefore i repeat myself again i dont understand why a person like him can exist and that he doesnt feel upset that he's upsetting everyone else around him?

and im so going to japan. woooohooo actually im not really excited to go japan but im merely excited for the fact that im going somewhere. anywhere out of sg is good. juz need a break. and i cant believe everything was done so last minute. like no planning and anything, juz like up and go. so 2 weeks later im gone... yeeeeeee haa! gotta watch out for the damage it does to my save-up-for-US fund though. ultimately my dream is still to go US or UK within this year. then i'll need to go through a toughie of whether its US or UK i'll be heading too.... dilemma.

highly disturbing friday..

heard the most shocking piece of news early in the morning.. i think its by far the most shocking since the start of the year? or maybe it can even beat all the rest to be the most shocking of all? i think i shan't elaborate any further on wad happened because it'd be easy to guess who the individual is. ppl who are close to me... like chums and bestie, u all know. as for the rest u all dont have to know. -_-

sigh... i feel all the effort i made to pull u back to society cum reality has all gone to waste. to begin with, why did i even bother? im no saint. i guess i just didnt have the heart to see u goin on wasting ur life. there was really so much more in store for u. how could i make u see? this is the ultimatum whereby i can say ur life is really gonna be in the dumps. its about time i smarten up and leave u alone. u dont have to be sorry nor do u need to give me any answers. its really not necessary. i wish u a good life ahead.. although i highly doubt it may be any good.

went to ikea juz now... the damn place is like partially under renovation and there's really nothing much. ended up having meatballs and its prob the 1st time i went to ikea and didnt end up with a whole load of junk that i dont need (impulsive buying). ohh also swung by to queensway and got me a new pair of glasses. finally after how zachy killed my old pair. alrights i shld head for dinner and then to wala to see one of my fav girls. *grins*

had a long and painful week at work.. struggling to the next..

think i had less than 20hrs of sleep combined from mon-fri.. worked till almost 3am everyday. its been really long and painful. how long more can we survive like that? when boss is not around we're always being bullied.. i have a new superior who thinks he was hired to be our saviour. all i can say is i WILL use him to try and improve things.. like why not? i've got nothing to lose and everything to gain anyways. we shall see what happens..

oh and the highlight this week will be meeting up with my favourite guest.. but its a pity she was sooooo busy and had to leave abruptly on fri when we had our drinks/dinner date set on saturday. damn. i wonder if she'd ever make it back cuz very soon she'd be posted to be based in London. and i didnt even make it to go Hkg and visit her. sighs. London will be too expensive for me to head to unless she throws in the air tix too on top of lodging and food? haha

and so i ended back at wala wala last night. had belle, allyssa, terry and duds.. but i think the 3 girls were bored cuz they didnt quite like the 'unxpected' kinda music. hee. sorry but i really adore shirlyn! :P

think next week will be slower for me cuz i hardly have any groups in-house which explains the 30% occupancy on Friday.. yikes. sure kenna shot again. oh wells isnt that life? u win some, u lose some? and after all the trouble/problems i went throught the past week i think i'd rather i have no groups and be doing nothing. either way i die. u peeps who work with me, im sure u know what i mean... *yawns*

batam easter getaway..

so i was away from fri-sun to batam.. cheap and lousy recreation. haha. the whole frickin resort and ferries and everything else were packed with singaporeans. so much for trying to get away from s'pore and we still end up having to see them all over the place. but had a rather relaxing time overall.. lazing by the poolside reading my book, swimming, going to the spa..

i even made some friends there. was sitting by the poolside reading my book and this guy swam close to me and started talking.. 'interesting book huh?' cuz i was glued to it for a good hour or so? ended up he was from Iran.. and amidst all the Iranians groups that are giving me headaches at work, here i was making a friend with one of them. how ironic. haha. anyways turned out he's a very nice guy (i know we shouldn't be making such judgements after the 1st meeting) but he invited us for dinner and we chatted quite abit, found out quite alot abt him and his country? my knowledge of them was zilch before i met him. hahaha. so anyways the beauty of the whole thing was he paid for dinner and drinks *yay* i saved some money and its quite a fair bit wor. he'll be popping by in sg before heading back home so we might still meet again cuz he stays at MM, wanna bring biz to CCS but MM is really chargin much lesser for more than we can offer. haha :x
its funny.. the previous time i went to batam i made a friend there too and he too paid for an expensive dinner. im beginning to think batam is a fun place to go too... lol

bloody fricking headache..

been having a headache since i left work on sat morning.. sucks. anyways i cldnt believe i stayed at work till 6am. cleared damn alot of work.. and helmi was nice and stayed with me from abt 5-6am cuz he thought i'd be scared being in the office alone? silly... i went home and i still cld stay awake to watch like 2 episodes of sex and the city before i started dozing off. so i went to bed at around 8am and got up at around 3pm?

fellow emo elmo asked if i wanted to go to wala's and well there's where we ended up. i think of all the times i've been to wala's, yesterday was the weirdest crowd i've ever encountered. there were cam whores (there they were taking pics non-stop with the constant flashes of light blinding us), bar-top dancer wannabe --> and there was this other table of ppl watching her and trying to imitate her, a guy in a black and white scarf whom i saw last wk (wearing the exact same ugly scarf) who apparently tried to imitate shirlyn singing and the table in front of us had a fat guy who tried to be funny and started shaking his butt or was he trying to dance, oh and at his table there was also this middle-aged lady who every now and then tried to sneak peeks at bestie? *faints* bestie, i think its u... its becuz of u thats why there were such weird ppl ard??! its never happened before! haha damn funny la!

today, bro left zachary at our place for a few hrs cuz he needed to go out to run some errands. that cute lil piece of crap. adore him to bits. well as usual he messed up the whole place. mum and i brought him to the playground.. he's so cute. he went around saying hi to all the uncles & aunties and tried to play with the rest of the kids. he's really well-behaved. im impressed how my bro and sis-in-law disciplined him so well. after that went to my aunt's for dinner cuz it was my grandma's 77th birthday. so cool... she's still so healthy and happy. i wish for her to be like that for many many many more years to come! my aunt bought this choco cake that tastes something like choco royal hazelnut crunch but it was wayyyyyy too sweet. sugar overdose... *dies* lol

im losing my sanity..

i got really upset this morning while at work. found out some piece of shit went directly against my instructions and i had to find it out myself. all hell broke loose and i lost it. i sent out an email which i thought was rather tame but thereafter i got comments that it was a tad too harsh? i think i've really gotten to the point where i think 'enough is enough'.. why should i tolerate all this kinda nonsense and 'go down on my knees and face the music' from the clients. maybe someday we shall pass the buck over and then they'd realise its really no fun. till then.. more suffering.

scary monday.

started off the day with a morning meeting of many people being blasted at... it was a darn scary scenario. kinda like a domino effect thingy. boss finds an innocent individual to spark off the anger and she goes into a killing rampage thereafter. thank goodness i escaped unscath.. *phew* so the whole day i was wary of the ground i was treading on, didnt wanna step on a mine and blast myself into 'ritz' bitz. left work on the dot to escape being 'killed'.

while waiting for taxidoor we bumped into ed and ah tee. ah tee said something funny that i juz had to blog it down... ah tee, u pulled it off SUPERBLY! u deserve an award or something man... anyways i was asking him how come a friend didnt get laid while they were on holiday together and he replied something like that with a straight face...

"she felt like she was participating in a tupperware competition, to see who was the tightest.."

it took a while to register and when it finally did, we all broke into laughter. only u can come up with such shit but it was all done in the name of good fun. :o)