been feelin lazy to blog recently. even when i m bothered to log on most of the time im juz snooping ard trying to read my personal emails or im juz chatting over msn. dont really remember most of wad happened during the early wk. my recollection only begins from thurs onward... so i shall start from thurs..
thurs
damn happy cuz its PH and didnt have to go to work... spent most part of the day sleeping. had tix to go watch zhang hui mei concert. it wasnt too bad. we had comp tix becuz she was staying with us(theres a whole dramatic story to how the tix ended up with us but i dun quite wanna go thru it now cuz it'd piss me off) but the view was kinda restricted but cant complain. it was kinda like a ktv session for me cuz we sing quite abit of her songs durin our ktv outings and furthermore they had like lyrics flashin across the huge screens. had a gd time with chummy. as long as shes ard im happy. hahaha.. dUh.
fri
HORRIBLE day at work and i kinda realised everytime that fat piece of crap is on leave i'd be terribly pissed with him. may he die when i go on leave during dec. im so looking forward to it and i hope gg goes on leave too so he'd really really die and understand how i feel even tho i think i do very good passovers and dun leave a bad after-taste for ppl who take over my duties. my msn tagline was.. ''some ppl juz ought to DIE.. for a good cause' yea self-explanatory. moving along.. i rcvd a trunk call from my boss who's in hkg tellin me very subtly that i needed to stay for my group which was checking in past midnight. damn sad. i had to stay over at the hotel and the whole group check in saga ended at ard 3am and i had to get up the next morning at 730am to watch over the group breakfast. sigh..
sat
so i started off my day really early. at 730am... headed back to the room to sleep at 9+am... woke up again at 12nn to go back to work. thank goodness thru all this i had aL's company which really made cheered me up a lil. i mean its like disgusting having to go thru all this alone la and she so happened to need to work as long hrs as me (for her its fricking long hrs anytime anyday :x) i persuaded her to leave work at 5 with me to go meet bello at bishan so that i cld go get a haircut at my usual salon. surprisingly it wasnt crowded like usual.. being a sat. so i decided to colour my hair too. and the 2 poor girls had to wait for me la... heh. went to J8 for dinner at 'ding tai feng' and while we were walkin ard after that we all decided to go catch a movie even tho aL and i were like totally dead after only having a few hrs of sleep. so bello decided on watchin stardust, the showtime was like 0005hrs and when we bought the tix it was only 2200hrs meanin we had 2hrs to burn. aL wanted to 'repaint' her nails so we went to get nailpolish and we ended up at some void deck, with bello helpin aL to paint her nails.. so not my cuppa tea so i was sitting there reading on the 8days i bought to entertain myself. ok stardust is not too bad. watchable. very fairytale kinda show. had major problems forcing myself to stay awake thruout the show but i managed to. when the show finally ended i was like yawnin nonstop.... zipped home and knocked out shortly after.
sun
didnt do much today was catchin up on my sleep. feel like im coming down with a sore throat.. am feeling groggy too. shucks. alrights gonna find something eat... ciaos.
Sunday, 11 November 2007
Sunday, 4 November 2007
beer+food marathon...
been feeling lazy to blog recently.. so lemme try to recap what happened for the past week. so juz skip the work week and head straight into the weekend... starting from thurs...
went to paul's on thurs cuz taxidoor had a dinner to attend, meaning chum could go out with us! heh.. it was funny as usual cuz bello was around.
fri.. didnt manage to accomplish much at work cuz we all went to another hotel for site inspection and spent a good half of the afternoon there. tried their cheesecake and omg it was so goooooood (is this a giveaway?). saw their refurbished rooms and their meeting facilities.. dont have much to say but maybe ccs shouldnt think so highly of themselves anymore? but they think otherwise.... oh wells.. its another one of those ideas i get whereby 'its me against the whole world'... headed to bello's house for the much-anticipated dinner, where i didnt manage to guess what main course we were gonna have. but before that we went to carrefour to buy booze cuz silly bello bought 18cans of carlsberg... and like WHO DRINKS CARLSBERG??! so we decided on hoegaarden. and al made us buy 2 pomelo's for bello's granny... urm like how they always say cannot go to ppl's house empty handed? haha.. bello's house is nice... very cosy. so we had mushroom soup, spaghetti with meatballs, mango pudding. yummy but had overdose of meatballs. and its ikea meatballs. nice. watched sound of music as we planned to but al and chums were battling to stay awake... and chums failed in battle... i'd love to post the pic of her sleepin but she'd kill me so i'd better not. heh. then we also had some drama cuz her granny wasnt home by like 2am. but ended up granny had abit to drink and i guess she forgot abt the time. so worrying! but she got home safe... thats all that matters!
sat... was supposed to go to work and do some work but i woke up feelin sick and tired of work so i decided not to go work. met chums and taxidoor at suntec for pepper lunch! like finally... yummys. after that we went to the car showrooms to check out which car to get. quite decided on mitsubish lancer. the older model. test drove both the old and new models. the new model looks nicer and fiercer but we felt its abit noisier too. but i guess the deciding factor was that the new EX model is like 8k more than the old model. but now daddy is giving me problems... i have a stinking feeling he's not serious abt gettin a car. *sigh* we shall see... so after checkin out the cars we went to ikea to walk ard and bello met us there. had dinner at the hawker ctr across the rd then taxidoor dropped us off at wala's. my comfort drinking place... shirlyn got a new haircut and it looks good on her.
ok i shall stop here... been having a horrible pounding headache for the whole day... i shld get more rest altho i've been already sleepin most part of today....
went to paul's on thurs cuz taxidoor had a dinner to attend, meaning chum could go out with us! heh.. it was funny as usual cuz bello was around.
fri.. didnt manage to accomplish much at work cuz we all went to another hotel for site inspection and spent a good half of the afternoon there. tried their cheesecake and omg it was so goooooood (is this a giveaway?). saw their refurbished rooms and their meeting facilities.. dont have much to say but maybe ccs shouldnt think so highly of themselves anymore? but they think otherwise.... oh wells.. its another one of those ideas i get whereby 'its me against the whole world'... headed to bello's house for the much-anticipated dinner, where i didnt manage to guess what main course we were gonna have. but before that we went to carrefour to buy booze cuz silly bello bought 18cans of carlsberg... and like WHO DRINKS CARLSBERG??! so we decided on hoegaarden. and al made us buy 2 pomelo's for bello's granny... urm like how they always say cannot go to ppl's house empty handed? haha.. bello's house is nice... very cosy. so we had mushroom soup, spaghetti with meatballs, mango pudding. yummy but had overdose of meatballs. and its ikea meatballs. nice. watched sound of music as we planned to but al and chums were battling to stay awake... and chums failed in battle... i'd love to post the pic of her sleepin but she'd kill me so i'd better not. heh. then we also had some drama cuz her granny wasnt home by like 2am. but ended up granny had abit to drink and i guess she forgot abt the time. so worrying! but she got home safe... thats all that matters!
sat... was supposed to go to work and do some work but i woke up feelin sick and tired of work so i decided not to go work. met chums and taxidoor at suntec for pepper lunch! like finally... yummys. after that we went to the car showrooms to check out which car to get. quite decided on mitsubish lancer. the older model. test drove both the old and new models. the new model looks nicer and fiercer but we felt its abit noisier too. but i guess the deciding factor was that the new EX model is like 8k more than the old model. but now daddy is giving me problems... i have a stinking feeling he's not serious abt gettin a car. *sigh* we shall see... so after checkin out the cars we went to ikea to walk ard and bello met us there. had dinner at the hawker ctr across the rd then taxidoor dropped us off at wala's. my comfort drinking place... shirlyn got a new haircut and it looks good on her.
ok i shall stop here... been having a horrible pounding headache for the whole day... i shld get more rest altho i've been already sleepin most part of today....
Tuesday, 30 October 2007
finally managed to catch up on some work today
finally after rushing ard on fri and sat becuz of the dumbass group, kinda settled down today and managed to warm my lonely seat. had alot of shit left over from last wk.. cleared most of it today but there's still somemore left. hopefully i can lessen it in the next few days so that i can be doing more updated stuff. at the rate im going and if my boss finds out... im gonna be so dead but then again i know there'll always be someone more backdated and slower than me. so.... i dont really care.
my chummies met each other today and smally told me skinny juz got skinnier.. aye all the efforts i went thru to fatten her up before. gone... all down the drain. haha. my poor skinnier? she's been buzzing ard with her restaurant and stuff.. its like i havent seen her in the longest time. tsk. and skinny u'd better go with me to the linkin park concert... else, else... i also dunno wad i'd do. havent quite decided yet. hmmms.. maybe i'd go to ur restaurant and 'chai zhao pai'? u know like those kungfu flicks 'ti guan, chai zhao pai'! ok now im beginning to be a lil crappy. heh... i better log off and go stare at my room walls or something... ciaos.
'I started counting teardrops and at least a million fell
My eyes began to swell
And all my dreams were shattered
All at once
Ever since I met you
You're the only love I've known
And I can't forget you
So I must face it all alone
All at once
I'm drifting on a lonely sea
Wishing you'd come back to me
And that's all that matters now
All at once
I'm drifting on a lonely sea
Holding on to memories
And it hurts me more than you know
So much more than it shows
All at once..'
my chummies met each other today and smally told me skinny juz got skinnier.. aye all the efforts i went thru to fatten her up before. gone... all down the drain. haha. my poor skinnier? she's been buzzing ard with her restaurant and stuff.. its like i havent seen her in the longest time. tsk. and skinny u'd better go with me to the linkin park concert... else, else... i also dunno wad i'd do. havent quite decided yet. hmmms.. maybe i'd go to ur restaurant and 'chai zhao pai'? u know like those kungfu flicks 'ti guan, chai zhao pai'! ok now im beginning to be a lil crappy. heh... i better log off and go stare at my room walls or something... ciaos.
'I started counting teardrops and at least a million fell
My eyes began to swell
And all my dreams were shattered
All at once
Ever since I met you
You're the only love I've known
And I can't forget you
So I must face it all alone
All at once
I'm drifting on a lonely sea
Wishing you'd come back to me
And that's all that matters now
All at once
I'm drifting on a lonely sea
Holding on to memories
And it hurts me more than you know
So much more than it shows
All at once..'
Sunday, 28 October 2007
cant cry hard enough..
i think my good friend who's named insomnia is here to stay with me.. through thick and thin. after countless bots of hoes' and resorting to puffing cigs outside my rm's window with the door closed, im mentally drained and physically strained yet im still not sleepy. its almost 3am and it doesnt help with sucha song playing.. and its true when i say 'my sanity hangs by a thread' and may i add its a very thin thread... God save my soul..
I'm gonna live my life
Like every day's the last
Without a simple good-bye
It all goes by so fast
And now that you're gone
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now
I'm gonna open my eyes
And see for the first time
I've let go of few like
A child letting go of his kite
There it goes up in the sky
There it goes beyond the clouds
For no reason why
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now
I'm gonna look back in vain
And see you standing there
When all that remains
Is just an empty chair
And now that you're gone
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now
There it goes, up in the sky
There it goes, beyond the clouds
For no reason why
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now
I'm gonna live my life
Like every day's the last
Without a simple good-bye
It all goes by so fast
And now that you're gone
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now
I'm gonna open my eyes
And see for the first time
I've let go of few like
A child letting go of his kite
There it goes up in the sky
There it goes beyond the clouds
For no reason why
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now
I'm gonna look back in vain
And see you standing there
When all that remains
Is just an empty chair
And now that you're gone
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now
There it goes, up in the sky
There it goes, beyond the clouds
For no reason why
I can't cry hard enough
No I can't cry hard enough
For you to hear me now
been a busy wk at work..
realised i haven't had the time to log on at home to blog. looking back i used to do it so often. its amazing where i found the strength to log on after a long and sucky day at work and to blog abt it. oh wells.... lemme summarize my wk at work..... hmms.....
then again for the past wk i've been busy mainly because of the dumb artiste group. took up hell lot of my time to sort out their ever-so-often changes, so damn troublesome coordination with the various departments(and it didnt help that some particular dept was damn bloody UNHELPFUL), ever-demanding organisers where everyone gives different instructions and the best part of all they're all bloody cheapos-with low budgets and paying lousy rates. makes me wonder why i have to work so hard?!
decided to drop all my work yday so that i cld head to the FO chalet with the few nice ppl who bothered to wait awhile for me to finish up with my work. still dunno whether it was a gd or bad move for me to go but it doesnt matter anymore cuz the fact is that i went. felt quite out of place but it was still nice seeing all the buddies who braved countless storms with me in the past. those were the gd old days. im very happy for those who have moved on and i pray for those who havent that their day will come soon. left the chalet with a heavy heart that was filled with regret and guilt but i shan't elaborate on that..
in the past week i found out a piece of news that was kinda disheartening for me. i dont understand y there muz be politics at work and why i have to be subjected to it. dont understand why some ppl can be so evil? i dont believe i've done anything towards u. i did my part and served my purpose. why is it u have to always stick up like a sore thumb when things goes against u? honestly, at ur level u shld learn how to be more forgiving and learn how to let go when u have to. u're sucha sad bitch, pls get a life.
today's the longest Saturday ever i spent at work ever since i transferred to sales. yea it had to be the dumbass artiste group. to all those fans, i honestly dont understd wads all the commotion abt? they're all juz humans, except they may be slightly better lookin than the normal chaps u see on the streets? if i didnt remember wrongly i nv did idolise anyone in sucha way. thank goodness. if i ever had kids like that who'd spend unneccesarily to like charter a maxi cab to follow the idols ard or book a rm at like a few hundred bucks, i'd hit the living daylights outta them! and to think i had to be a human barricade.. some dumb girl was actually pushing me from behind and started screaming, i already had this horrible frickin pondin headache and i was like abt to like punch the next person who irritated me. so i turned ard and stared DAMN hard at her, thats when she moved back and stopped screaming. *sigh* teenage girls.. plain irritating. stayed ard till 10+pm.. now im with my bot of hoe, listening to sappy oldies mp3s.. all im missing is a ciggie. *sighhhhHHhhhhHhhhhhh*
then again for the past wk i've been busy mainly because of the dumb artiste group. took up hell lot of my time to sort out their ever-so-often changes, so damn troublesome coordination with the various departments(and it didnt help that some particular dept was damn bloody UNHELPFUL), ever-demanding organisers where everyone gives different instructions and the best part of all they're all bloody cheapos-with low budgets and paying lousy rates. makes me wonder why i have to work so hard?!
decided to drop all my work yday so that i cld head to the FO chalet with the few nice ppl who bothered to wait awhile for me to finish up with my work. still dunno whether it was a gd or bad move for me to go but it doesnt matter anymore cuz the fact is that i went. felt quite out of place but it was still nice seeing all the buddies who braved countless storms with me in the past. those were the gd old days. im very happy for those who have moved on and i pray for those who havent that their day will come soon. left the chalet with a heavy heart that was filled with regret and guilt but i shan't elaborate on that..
in the past week i found out a piece of news that was kinda disheartening for me. i dont understand y there muz be politics at work and why i have to be subjected to it. dont understand why some ppl can be so evil? i dont believe i've done anything towards u. i did my part and served my purpose. why is it u have to always stick up like a sore thumb when things goes against u? honestly, at ur level u shld learn how to be more forgiving and learn how to let go when u have to. u're sucha sad bitch, pls get a life.
today's the longest Saturday ever i spent at work ever since i transferred to sales. yea it had to be the dumbass artiste group. to all those fans, i honestly dont understd wads all the commotion abt? they're all juz humans, except they may be slightly better lookin than the normal chaps u see on the streets? if i didnt remember wrongly i nv did idolise anyone in sucha way. thank goodness. if i ever had kids like that who'd spend unneccesarily to like charter a maxi cab to follow the idols ard or book a rm at like a few hundred bucks, i'd hit the living daylights outta them! and to think i had to be a human barricade.. some dumb girl was actually pushing me from behind and started screaming, i already had this horrible frickin pondin headache and i was like abt to like punch the next person who irritated me. so i turned ard and stared DAMN hard at her, thats when she moved back and stopped screaming. *sigh* teenage girls.. plain irritating. stayed ard till 10+pm.. now im with my bot of hoe, listening to sappy oldies mp3s.. all im missing is a ciggie. *sighhhhHHhhhhHhhhhhh*
Sunday, 21 October 2007
been a good wkend..
as all of u know the past week at work has been a horrendous one for me.. the wkend kinda made up for it. sweetened the bad after-taste slightly.
went back to work on sat for a few hrs to clear up ABIT of work(i expected myself to do more but oh well). made a massage appt (felt like i really needed it so bad) it felt so good. then after that went shoppin ard orchard.. retail therapy. spent close to 300bucks. a good half of it i spent at GAP. still cant believe how much they mark up the prices. i think at those factory outlets in US u can get the stuff there at like 1/3 of wad we pay here. dammitz. but i've always liked GAP and since i dont seem to be going to US anytime soon, i'd juz have to fork out such money. *grumbles*
crabbie woke me up with a call this morning. time to wake up for sunday brunch! i shall name the ppl like how "i" did, in secret agent codes. chums i suppose only u'd understand then. haha. so "r+n" were supposed to pick me up and gimme a ride but they were so late and i muz've smoked half my life away. oh btw i went to buy ciggies and the uncle thought i was 16. omg like can someone juz enlighten the poor old man?! or maybe he juz needs a pair of glasses. tsk. anyways i was quite hungry but by the time we got to hyatt i kinda lost the hunger. so "i, y+d" were already there, i mean obviously cuz "r+n" were really late(sorry i cant stop harping on the late part cuz i was hungry and standing for like a good 30mins). so "i" decided to bring me on a tour cuz it was my first time there for brunch. its so her to do that. and then after that she went crazy and refused to believe that it was my first time there. like huh after she brought me on the tour and everything?! anyways the food was good, the company was even better and plus champagne.. i absolutely have no complaints. ohhh the best part was i didnt have to pay cuz its supposed to be a belated bday treat from "i"!! wooohoooooo $118/pax. thats no joke lor. thanks "i"! *muaks* i still love u even tho u call me a lil monkey and always nag at us... wahahahahaha luckily she doesnt read my blog. :P
oh drats.. i better be gettin to bed soon cuz its back to work in a few hrs time. bleh.
i was watching telly earlier and heard this song which i havent heard in a long time. many memories came flashing back.. *sigh*
And I love you so - Don McLean
'And I love you so
The people ask me how
How I've lived till now
I tell them I don't know
I guess they understand
How lonely life has been
But life began again
The day you took my hand
And yes, I know how lonely life can be
The shadows follow me and the night won't set me free
But I don't let the evening get me down
Now that you're around me
And you love me, too
Your thoughts are just for me
You set my spirit free
I'm happy that you do
The book of life is brief
And once a page is read
All but love is dead
That is my belief
And yes, I know how loveless life can be
The shadows follow me and the night won't set me free
But I don't let the evening bring me down
Now that you're around me
And I love you so
The people ask me how
How I've lived till now
I tell them I don't know..........'
went back to work on sat for a few hrs to clear up ABIT of work(i expected myself to do more but oh well). made a massage appt (felt like i really needed it so bad) it felt so good. then after that went shoppin ard orchard.. retail therapy. spent close to 300bucks. a good half of it i spent at GAP. still cant believe how much they mark up the prices. i think at those factory outlets in US u can get the stuff there at like 1/3 of wad we pay here. dammitz. but i've always liked GAP and since i dont seem to be going to US anytime soon, i'd juz have to fork out such money. *grumbles*
crabbie woke me up with a call this morning. time to wake up for sunday brunch! i shall name the ppl like how "i" did, in secret agent codes. chums i suppose only u'd understand then. haha. so "r+n" were supposed to pick me up and gimme a ride but they were so late and i muz've smoked half my life away. oh btw i went to buy ciggies and the uncle thought i was 16. omg like can someone juz enlighten the poor old man?! or maybe he juz needs a pair of glasses. tsk. anyways i was quite hungry but by the time we got to hyatt i kinda lost the hunger. so "i, y+d" were already there, i mean obviously cuz "r+n" were really late(sorry i cant stop harping on the late part cuz i was hungry and standing for like a good 30mins). so "i" decided to bring me on a tour cuz it was my first time there for brunch. its so her to do that. and then after that she went crazy and refused to believe that it was my first time there. like huh after she brought me on the tour and everything?! anyways the food was good, the company was even better and plus champagne.. i absolutely have no complaints. ohhh the best part was i didnt have to pay cuz its supposed to be a belated bday treat from "i"!! wooohoooooo $118/pax. thats no joke lor. thanks "i"! *muaks* i still love u even tho u call me a lil monkey and always nag at us... wahahahahaha luckily she doesnt read my blog. :P
oh drats.. i better be gettin to bed soon cuz its back to work in a few hrs time. bleh.
i was watching telly earlier and heard this song which i havent heard in a long time. many memories came flashing back.. *sigh*
And I love you so - Don McLean
'And I love you so
The people ask me how
How I've lived till now
I tell them I don't know
I guess they understand
How lonely life has been
But life began again
The day you took my hand
And yes, I know how lonely life can be
The shadows follow me and the night won't set me free
But I don't let the evening get me down
Now that you're around me
And you love me, too
Your thoughts are just for me
You set my spirit free
I'm happy that you do
The book of life is brief
And once a page is read
All but love is dead
That is my belief
And yes, I know how loveless life can be
The shadows follow me and the night won't set me free
But I don't let the evening bring me down
Now that you're around me
And I love you so
The people ask me how
How I've lived till now
I tell them I don't know..........'
Wednesday, 17 October 2007
the day where i can finally take no more..
today has been by far the most overwhelming and horrid day at work. i know how i have previously blogged abt 'the worst days' today is a new milestone to that description. neverending leads, irritating bookers who try to squeeze u off everything they can, endless phonecalls, emails that come in like as if someone is mass spamming ur mailbox and fucking irritating colleagues that think i sit ard the whole day waitin for them to give me stuff to do! cant they juz fucking do their own work and leave me alone juz like how i leave them alone??!
don't fucking push me anymore. i don't wanna come to a day where i turn abusive. and i can honestly say im not far from reaching there. FUCK U ALL... and im sure u know who u are.
'Who will save your soul if you won't save your own?
Some are walking, some are talking, some are stalking their kill..'
don't fucking push me anymore. i don't wanna come to a day where i turn abusive. and i can honestly say im not far from reaching there. FUCK U ALL... and im sure u know who u are.
'Who will save your soul if you won't save your own?
Some are walking, some are talking, some are stalking their kill..'
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