Have a listen to this..

梁漢文 楊千嬅 - 滾
quite like this song.. very dramatic, juz like how life is.. wanted to post the youtube mtv video but keep gettin error msgs... *tsk*

i shld think it was an eventful saturday?

made plans to meet up with her today. its been awhile. went for a massage.. it felt sooo good. after that we headed to lido for expensive japanese food. felt i had abit to spend becuz of the backpay increment. after that rushed over to taka to buy myself a new pair of trackies using the taka vchrs i had. not too bad la only had to top up $20 for a pair of reeboks. rushed back to lido to catch ratatouille. it was pretty good. i thought the rat looked cute?! but there were hell lotta kids in the cinema. every now and then some kid wld burst out crying... irritating.

after the movie had to once again rush to marina square for granny's 84th bday dinner, we parted ways at MS. it was good food again at some under-rated chinese restaurant. had some good wines too cuz my uncle brought them along. i didnt even know that restaurant existed.

after dinner, took a cab down to club street to meet her for drinks again. only to find that the place was infested with a whole big bunch of irritating ppl. had a jug of vodka ribena and decided to scoot off to somewhere else. ended up at balaclava cuz she wanted to go there. they have a very sucky variety of beer, even worse than wala's! they dun even have kilkenny or hoe by bottle! ended up drinkin 3 pints of carlsberg until i felt like puking. i dun really enjoy carlsberg. and the bill came up to quite abit! *tsk* didnt stay for long cuz they close at like 1. shared a cab back with her then broke down in the cab... *sighs* i dunno at times i really pity her but like wad can i do? and i dun even know if i wanna do anything or not. my life is pretty ok the way it is. yes, my job may suck or be stressful but at least its a decent job and he feeds me well enough. i may be single but its better to be stuck in a relationship im not really happy with or know ultimately its not gonna head anywhere. i have a couple of chummies and pals that i can count on for company. wad more can i complain? we shld all learn to be contented with wad we have... its a tall task but if we can see things in sucha way, life wld be so much nicer....

im upset..

it was a crappy day at work. TC is away on a sales trip again and she wun be back till 1 and a half wks later. its so torturous without her ard. i hate that ass and the hatred juz grows stronger as each day passes. he juz unknowingly started a war with me this morning. this is it! i think i've been as patient as i've ever been in my entire life, enough is enough.

i'll plot my strategies out and wage a war with him. like the chinese saying goes "bu shi ni si jiu shi wo wang!" --> which translates to "its either u die or i fail?"

im gonna pool all my contacts and resources together to make his life very difficult in time to come. ^&#$^$#%^$*(%^*(&*))$#$@$!

yet another day i gorged myself..

i think i've been eatin too much recently. been spending way too much money on food and alcohol. and to think im supposed to be saving up to go for a loooong trip to US next year. i really wanna go so bad. im even prepared to go alone if i cant find anyone to accompany me!

today we didnt feel like having lunch at the canteen so we headed to bab noodles for lunch. i had kimchi chicken soup with rice because i've been having craving for kimchi soup for the past 2 days. finally fulfilled the craving but i felt that my normal myojo kimchi instant noodles+egg tasted better than the one at bab. maybe cuz they added spring onions and sesame seed in it.. my 2 most disliked ingredients in it thats y i didnt really enjoy it. and then we had extra side orders of tempura prawns and grilled gyoza to share.

went back to the office and today muz have been one of the days i received the most group leads from all over. my email was flooded with enquiries for quotations from all the various TAs and every now and then i had ppl plonking corp leads into my in-tray. it was so overwhelming.

decided to leave behind all the work to leave work on the dot.. becuz chummy #2 arranged for us to have dinner with aL and cbfsl! haha. we headed to gluttons bay for dinner. found a table effortlessly which was pretty surprising. and then we started to go ard ordering our food. i muz have walked like 10time to and fro from the table to the stalls becuz it was self-service and there were 2 princesses sitting at the table refusing to budge! tsk tsk... so we had chicken wings, oyster omelette, char kway teow, fried hokkien mee, stingray and kangkong... it was wayyyy too much food for the 4 of us. amazingly we finished almost everything cept for the chicken wings cuz we forgot cbfsl cant eat chicken! had a great time cuz cbfsl as usual made us laugh so hard with her weird antics that i thought i was gonna puke. ended up with hiccups which got cured eventually cuz chums gave the suggestion that i shld take 7 sips continuously but like 3 sips into it she told me i was sippin too slowly so i took 1 big gulp and they started laughing. i was trying so hard to control not to burst out laughin so that i cld swallow the darn gulp that the hiccups went away.

made our way to the taxi stand after having a few puffs by the waterfront. the taxi queue was so long and i juz saw the 106 bus coming by and suggested to chums to take the bus home. luckily i had an extra ez link card... i think it muz've been a long long while since she last took a bus. it wld've been more enjoyable if we weren't already too tired from all the laughin... lol. overall a good day with all my fun pals. =)

my first ENT at GP

today i was unwillingly roped in for an ENT at GP with a group of japanese man from jalpak together with mr G, tc and mr pudge. in the beginning it was pretty awkward. didnt really know wad to say but the jap guy sitting next to me was pretty nice. he muz have realised i was feeling weird and started to talk crap with me. so while tc and mr g was talkin abt biz and current affairs that affected the tourism trade and hotel industry, there i was chattin abt nonsense with this jap guy. haha. while beats sitting there like an idiot... that was mr pudge.

so the food came... we conquered, some gave up the battle but the sole survivors amongst us was tc and 2 jap guys. it was wayyy too much food. i think next time tc suggests to go GP and tries to rope me in again i better stand by a very good excuse to get outta it. i almost cldn't stand up after that meal! felt so sick after that, like i needed a whole bottle of eno to help me push the food downwards inside me. nearer to the exit that is. haha

then came the time to bid our goodbyes.. and tc instructed me to go back to GP to sign the check. ehh y me?? typical example of me being sidekick.. well at least it was tc who instructed me and not the other powerless ass. the darn check came up to $630?! damn scary.. felt abit worried to sign it but i still went ahead to, like who cares it doesnt come out from my paycheck anyways. but thats like 1/3 of my salary man... and juz for lunch thats called pure insanity....

woohoo im entitled for the lil increment...

so anne and i were like discussing we both shld deserve to get the pay increment of 5% which was announced last wk. today tc gave out the letters and lo and behold i got it. not anne tho... which my heart goes out to her. but oh wells its not gonna make much of a difference on my very small and pathetic pay check.

today was a normal crappy monday at work. email was retardedly slow.. as always. still dun understand y we have a highly paid MIS mgr and yet we still have to tolerate this crap! my 'buddy' as work was missing most of the day and everything else fell back on me. i dun get it lor. im not his substitute neither am i his assistant. enough is enough. do not.. and i mean it DO NOT push me anymore. none of u have seen the ugliest of me yet. cept my beloved ones at FO........ *grinds teeth*

mixed emo

was juz chatting with a friend over msn... found out that the lil one is attached now. i dunno how to describe wad im feeling now. its not like i feel sore or anything.. its kinda like all mixed emotions, happy or sad or i cant even be bothered i cant really tell. which i figured as such if not everything wld not have been so peaceful in the recent month. well its good to know we're both moving on with our own lives. this shld always be the way i hate and utterly dread those draggy dramatic endings.

great.. life goes on....