woohoo im entitled for the lil increment...

so anne and i were like discussing we both shld deserve to get the pay increment of 5% which was announced last wk. today tc gave out the letters and lo and behold i got it. not anne tho... which my heart goes out to her. but oh wells its not gonna make much of a difference on my very small and pathetic pay check.

today was a normal crappy monday at work. email was retardedly slow.. as always. still dun understand y we have a highly paid MIS mgr and yet we still have to tolerate this crap! my 'buddy' as work was missing most of the day and everything else fell back on me. i dun get it lor. im not his substitute neither am i his assistant. enough is enough. do not.. and i mean it DO NOT push me anymore. none of u have seen the ugliest of me yet. cept my beloved ones at FO........ *grinds teeth*

mixed emo

was juz chatting with a friend over msn... found out that the lil one is attached now. i dunno how to describe wad im feeling now. its not like i feel sore or anything.. its kinda like all mixed emotions, happy or sad or i cant even be bothered i cant really tell. which i figured as such if not everything wld not have been so peaceful in the recent month. well its good to know we're both moving on with our own lives. this shld always be the way i hate and utterly dread those draggy dramatic endings.

great.. life goes on....

my cousin juz moved into her darn huge place..

had a family gathering at my cousin's new place somewhere in bukit timah. omG its huuugggeee.. and damn nice. but i still cant quite figure out y the both of them needs sucha big house and i heard from my mum that they cant have their own kids so unless they're gonna adopt i dun see the point of having sucha big place la... but anyways lemme describe it. its some sort of like a semi d, 3 storeys and everything is very simple. mainly glass, white and parquet flooring. its like my kinda dream place... ya the kind that i can only dream abt owning.....

then we had dinner.. oh forgot to mention my aunt & uncle who stays in US came back which explains the gathering la. had so much food, wine and champagne. but zachary was like the centre of attraction for the whole night. he's sooooooo cute, everyone was like trying to catch hold of him the entire night. im sure my bro is gonna suffer tonight cuz zach will definitely have nightmares for playing so hard. haha

alright moving on... there was actually a purpose for me to go to this gathering. i dun normally go cuz i cant stand my relatives questioning me abt my life. im like the only one who isnt doing as well as compared to the rest. all my other cousins are like high flyers and they're all attached except for the younger ones la. so actually i was tasked to go and find out if my cousin is still attached with my 'friend's' ex. we happened to find out last wk that this guy is my cousin's bf but that was last dec. i didnt know how to bring up this conversation with her so i waited till everyone was abt to leave and i juz subtly like popped the qn... 'how are u and ur bf... (name) are u still with him, cuz i think i bumped into him during lunchtime the other day at milennia walk?' then she answered 'yes... he did tell me he saw u together with his ex(name) *rolls eyes*... do u know her (name) *rolls eyes again!*?' my answer to her 'yes.. she's a very close colleague of mine and in fact we're very good friends.' then my cousin gave me the very disgusted look which i in turn had to return it to her too. my last comment to her was 'u take care of urself yea?' and turned to say goodbye to all the rest.

initially i felt worried for my cousin cuz i've heard abt this guy and i dun think he's good enough for her but that conversation totally cheesed me off. i never expected her to react in sucha way but i suppose she's been poisoned so badly i will never be able to bring her out of it. well then she'll have to learn the hard way. chummy if u're reading this i hope u dun get too upset but i think u are cuz i juz read ur blog... chill k? im on ur side... good riddance im soooooooooo glad u're with taxi door now! =)

ate too much *pukes*

today is the only day i ate more than i worked. i dunno if it can be compared in sucha way but it really felt so! lemme narrate how my day went.... day started off at ard 830. went for morning briefing for abt an hr and during that time we had mooncake sampling. went back to reply some emails and at 1050 left the office and headed off to SUNTEC for a site inspection. its really pretty huuuggeeeeee. invited the whole bunch of sales ppl from suntec back to oscar's for buffet lunch. kept eating for like over an hr+? brought them ard the hotel and then back to work and clear emails... and then it was dinner time! left work at 7pm sharp to head for thanying restaurant at amara hotel for our dept dinner. and mr G had to sit beside me... ah ho and i took turns to like entertain him cuz he doesnt eat much?? he doesnt take meat and eats only alot of vege. being thai food where got alot of vege for him to eat?? he was like feeding on the garnish... and chummy #2 wasnt ard, neither was #1 so i tasked myself to eat on their behalf too. gorged myself so much felt like i was a goose being force-fed for the foie-gras... im feeling very accomplished for eating so much but also very sick at the same time. honestly the food wasnt all that fantastic and tc mentioned it came up to abt $70/pax like wa lao.... damn exp can?!

anyways chummy #2 was on leave today becuz she had her driving test, was feeling nervous for her! but am very very glad she passed on her first try today! alright man! i foresee more free rides with u behind the wheel? hahahaehehehehe. and now all chummies can drive! yippeeee yay yaY! :P yes i feel spastic... as always.. heh

survived a long & painful week at work.. only to realise there's more to come??

past week.. has been damn sickening at work. TC was away which made my life so much more difficult and troublesome. have 3 confirmed events next wk, i absolutely detest doing BEOs and sending our resumes cuz i think i can nv master at doing a perfect one. the thought of it makes me feel nauseous. i think only my chummy #2 will know how i feel cuz i always have to pester her to check on my BEOs.. wad will my life be without u. promise me u'd never leave without me?? *goes down on knees* lol

yday we were at paulaner's again, there was von, ah ho, tg, bello, aL and 1 of our new colleagues seraphine. it was ok until they decided to make me perfom my spastic chinese song act.. wa lao can u all stop it? it was supposed to be a 1-time gig and never to be reperformed! why... why.. muz u all remind me of all the suffering and humiliation i was put thru??! chummy #2... DUN MAKE ME DO IT AGAIN!! *sighs*

alrights im zipping off now.. am going to wala's... cheerios!

fantastic looong wkend.. wish it'd nv end!

lemme backtrack cuz i was lazy to blog for the past few days...

9 Aug

decided to stay home cuz i wld suppose the whole of s'pore wld be out there somewhere and i didnt really feel up to squeezing with all the smelly ppl. mummy for once decided to cook dinner.. then i sensed something weird when she starting cookin at like 5pm cuz normally we'd only have dinner at ard 7pm? so eventually i found out its cuz she wanted to catch the ndp which starts at 6pm. omg and she forced me to watch it together with her lo. i dunno how many donkey years i havent watched ndp cuz for the past 3 yrs i was always on shift. then at the end of it i was like 'mum, how come they dont have the precision drills by the military police anymore?' cuz i really used to enjoy watching that then my mum told me they scrapped it like long long time ago. *tsk tsk* everything on ndp is like so thrashy lo, didnt enjoy it but it doesnt make me any less patriotic?! lol

10 Aug (pic of '1 jap tourist wannabe, 1 dead person & 1 stoner')

we planned to meet at 10am to head over to sentosa to 'roast' ourselves except for the 'cute lil japanese tourist' haha . anyways von was late.. not my fault hor! tg was real early, early enuf to have a bowl of yoshinoya beef bowl at like 9+am?! *faints* but cant blame her la cuz she juz finished her midnight shift so her day and night is like totally jumbled up. that was prob her dinner?? then ling suggested to take the cable car over to sentosa and so we did. very unexciting le. anyways i got to flash my flabs while lying on a small lil piece of batik cloth that was supposed to be meant for juz myself but i had to share it with my chummies cuz none of them brought anything... so we tanned for a few hrs but seems like the tanning session only turned out fruitful for von cuz for tg and me like nothing le! but my other poor chummy muz've been real bored. i dun care u're still coming along the next time we go for another tanning session! after roasting we had our late lunch at some pizza place by the beach and of cuz how cld we miss out on beer. after lunch wanted to try the luge.. some ride thingy but it was damn crowded so we shall save that for another time. took cable car back and got on a taxi to head for ice cold beer. met reggie there and kept her company till abt 11+ so that she can go cheong at MOS... i kinda miss MOS actually. hmms....

11 Aug

woke up late.. then mum decided to drag me to chinatown to walk ard? oh wells i was like wad the heck juz to keep mum company. then remembered von told me abt this place that sells suits at reasonable prices so i msged her for the exact location. got there and bgt 2 suits, spent $200. walked ard somemore and remembered i needed to test my eyes cuz i cant really focus with my right eye and i dont see things as clearly as i used to anymore. tested my eyes and i cant really remember wad the guy said also but its something along the line that i have astigmatism for my leftie like 100+? then i told him but actually its my right eye that i get blurred vision then he was like yaya... blah blah blah but its actually ur left thats worse. like huh?! anyways i decided to get a pair of glasses the 'shi shi wen wen' kind. and i spent another $200. throughout all these my mum NEVER offered to help me pay hor and the best part was i didnt have cash so i asked her for like $10 to buy something and she was like i lend u $50 first u return me another day?! i almost died on the spot. sigh.................... ok moving along.. i cldnt find any programs for the night cuz all my junkies either already made plans or they were sick. bleh. ling was nice enuf to ask me along to dbl o together with her friends. the crowd sucked, retro is sick and smirnoff vodka is disgusting. but i had the good company of ling so it makes up for all that crap. and ling ur 'friend' is damn scary. i can imagine how she raped ur friend? lol. we shall go clubbing elsewhere another time k?

i wish i had a stake in wala wala's...

havent been doing much cept work after coming back from KL which explains y i havent been blogging as much. there's nothing much to talk abt when its work work and more work. the only life i have outside work is drinking with my pals... paulaner's and wala's, only short of balaclava's. dunno y i nv felt like i blended in with the bala crowd. abit oddballish.

been going to wala's abit which also explains the blog title. i still prefer EIC to shirley and the unxpected. the latter is abit too loud for my comfort and most of the songs they sing... i've nv heard them before. haha. hope my chums doesnt find me boring cuz dunno y recently i dun feel like im in the chatty mood anymore juz feel very dead. anyways i really appreciate ur company. like really really... thank u. i'd be real bored without u in my life.... like do i even have a life? haha im goin crazy.....

right now im juz hoping tmr passes by damn quickly but i realised everytime i say that it doesnt work that way. shucks. i'd juz go to work with the bo chap mood and leave on the dot juz like today like 6.50pm i was out of the office! then i'd get thurs-sun off.. so lookin forward to goin Sentosa on fri. hope it comes thru tho....